I was close to my mother, she was the one who always understood what was going on. I guess if she had been alive, many things would have been different. Maybe I was able to tell her my feelings and she would let me marry Neil at that time. I think she has a deep doubt that something must be going on between me and Neil, but she was not sure. She didn't know that we were in deep love.
“No mom.. I am not crying. Please go away.” I ran to my room and closed the door before she followed me. My dad was mostly busy with his work, so I have a much better connection with my mom than my dad.
I rushed to bed and covered my face with a pillow. My heart was filled with emotions and it could flow out through my tears anytime.
My throat turned dry for some moments. For a short while, I assumed Nei
