Axel That was definitely not what I was thinking or even expecting after the last few days. I just knew she would need me to help her, to love her, to show her I would always be there no matter what. It was so hard not to mark her as my own knowing how much love we shared, how was I going to tell her, what if she rejected me after? I knew I could never leave her. Even if she rejected me. I would still be there watching, making sure her life was long and full. The pain would be unmeasurable but she is worth it. I just need to tell her I feel like I'm lying to her now. The pain inside is becoming too much. "Love we need to talk, and this might be hard to hear. However, I can't continue to keep it from you." Rolling over to look at me as we are still lying together on the bank of the river,