Chapter 10
532 Words
I finish the food Ken gave me then gave him back the container.
After thanking him, I get up and walk to the exit. I wonder, how could Alexander be so cold, when he was so warm yesterday? He just seems so different. Bipolar's much?
I shook my head, people are all different. We all have secrets that been hiding inside of us and no one will ever know that one secret expects for ourselves.
I walk into my next class and sit down. Lexi sits right next to me and instantly starts talking about herself. My dear ears, you have to be patient for a while then.
God, why me?
"You really don't talk much, do you?" Lexi asks, interrupting my thoughts.
"Mhhmmm." Is all I reply, too lazy to speak as she the one who been doing the favor for minutes now.
"You also don't smile, do you? so are you a robot? Because it would be cool to have a robot in my list of friends." Lexi gushes out, grinning like a Cheshire cat but I just rolled my eyes. Seriously being near people may make my eyes loose screw from its sockets.
I ignore her like always. I don't want to be her friend, she wanted to be my friend, guess life sure can be annoying.
The teacher enters the class then starts teaching straight away but my mind wanders to Alexander, why does he have such a split personality?. And what's wrong with me? Why should I be thinking about him?. *sigh* life sucks.
Wait, I don't understand why I care. I mean it's not like we are automatically friends or he wants to be friends with me. I have Ken so I don't need another friend oh. I forgot I have Lexi too.
I wait for Ken after school, several minutes later I look around me then see him walking towards me with a big smile upon his face. I wanted to smile back but I've forgotten how to.
He walks me back to my house in complete silence. I think he knew if he asked any questions I would be blunt with him so there is no reason to make conversation.
We stop in front of my house then I walked inside without saying goodbye. Every day it's the same thing, same routine. I'm nearly sick of it. Luckily now I have a purpose to live my life and that is Ken. I would die for him anytime but I can't live without him anymore. He's like an older brother for me.
I cook my dinner, eat then go up to my room not wanting to see my mother loitering around the house as she would only look at me with her annoyed expression like she really regretted bringing me up to this world.
I don't understand why we have to be like this, at the same time I know it's my fault. What do I have to be live for? I don't deserve to be happy as long as I'm alive I only bring misfortune to our family.
I don't know how much more I can take, I hope my life will end soon.
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