Chapter 10: The Code A day before Dean's Death Victoria Abbel's Point of View Hanggang ngayon ay hindi pa rin mawala sa isipan ko kung ano ang sinabi ni Trevor. How can he say that I am f****d up as he is? I didn't even know to myself that I am f****d up. Kahit habang naghahanda ako papuntang school ay iniisip ko pa rin ang sinasabi niya. Why is he always there, making my mind confused. He is so annoying and confusing at the same time. But the only question that I couldn't answer until now is: Why is he here? He can't be here. And why now? The idea of him being in the same place with me is chaos. "I see you are spacing out in my class Miss Stanislaski." Nakuha ang aking atensiyon nang biglang banggitin ni Mrs. Roosevelt and apelyido ko. I didn't even know that I am spacing out. Nasa