"What are you thinking right now?" Michael rinsed off his body and picked something up.
"Thinking how crazy this all is. Thinking how... I've never been with someone before and here I am. Thinking..." I was interrupted by the man in the shower.
"I'm sorry. Hang on. You've never been with someone. You mean like living with them, right?" Michael shaved his face as he talked to me.
"Nuh-uh." I shook my head. "I mean that too, but- not what I meant." I hid my face in my arms.
I was being mostly honest. I really hadn't been with anyone before in the past. A lot of boys over the years had tried because of what they had heard about Asian girls, but I had never let anyone touch me beyond a hug or a kiss. I had been too scared and nothing about them had felt right. I wanted to make sure the per
