||*ALEXIUS*|| I snuggled under the covers, pulling the pillow Paige usually used into my embrace, and I suck in a deep breath. The pillow smelled like him and somehow it helped me calm from the anxious state I've been in for the past three days. It's been three days since I left the cabin, Paige had promised he would comeback sundown that day, but here I am in our room still waiting for him to come back and the only comfort I have for missing him is this pillow. To be sincere, I don't know what's wrong with me or why I am feeling this way. The confusion and helplessness of not knowing why the fvck I suddenly feel this way annoys me more than Paige's absence. I didn't plan for things to go like this, yes I've always liked him, no scratch that, I am in love with him and I didn't realiz