My heat lasts about two or three days and these last few years it has not been very powerful because I have been taking inhibitors so I can function as a normal human. The problem with inhibitors is that they speed up my next heat, so I can never really escape this torment, I just put it off a little at a time.
It's like my body wants another pregnancy every time, thanks to Daniel. My body knows it has a bond with an alpha and is waiting to be pleased and bred. My stüpid body doesn't know that my alpha is too busy pleasing another omega's heat.
Ew, I don't want to think about that ever again. What a horror and what a fücking nightmare.
I have Felix this time, sure, but I'm not going to lie to myself, I know Felix won't be able to please me. It's simply impossible. I won't be satisfied
