KIKI’s POV. I stir in my sleep and a perfect smile evades my lips as memories from yesterday evening and night evades my head. His words were coming out so true and soft and if that is what s*x feels like, I do not regret losing my virginity to my lecturer who claims to love me a lot. I open my eyes and a sharp light from the sun comes into contact with my now open eyes and I shut them close as I move my hand over Alejandro’s side. When I feel the bed cold beneath my palm, I open my eyes and the smile on my lips disappears like it was never there. I attempt to turn and that’s when I discover how sore I am between my legs, but I turn nevertheless and he isn’t there. Pulling the duvet to myself I sit up and rest my back against the headboard, with shut eyes as I feel pain between my legs