All I feel is emptiness, I have nothing else to give. I don't cry anymore. I just accept it, I realize I am still alive because even if I don't show emotion it hurts inside and I am in pain. So I just have to push through it. Today has been about three weeks since my birthday. I haven't seen Jesus since a few nights ago. Which thank God because I get sick to my stomach just looking at him. No one except Nala has been by. She said it might be because of all the pack meetings they have been having. I heard from Nala that the rogues are tearing the packs apart and killing most. They have also hit many other of the supernatural world in passing. Nala is a rogue. She says they won't let her go because she has been here for eighteen plus years and hasn't aged a day. They want to know how. She wa
