Notice, please. I know some of you are not pleased with the violence and abuse in this book, kindly note that I don't support abuse, rape, and violence either and I am sorry if this triggers some of my readers. Warning! Warning!! Warning!!! This book is rated 18+ and there are a lot of s****l content and a lot of violence and hate that might trigger and make some readers uncomfortable reading this Read at your Risk and No Insult please! Be nice. I don't want people commenting on what is not in my novel after this notice from me, because I won't be nice anymore. So please! Be nice. Lonely. I was lonely, I missed them. I missed them a lot, “Where are they?” They left me without saying goodbye to me, did they abhor me that much?”? “Did they want nothing to do with me?” I am pessimist