Xavier's p.o.v.
Is it possible that you understand a person, but doesn't really know them? Or that you just see a side of them, they wanted you to see...just the good one.
That's exactly what I'm feeling right now.
I thought, Yeniffer is a troubled child with a painful past. I thought she just need attention and affection that's why she behaved like that to other teachers.
When they complained about her disrespectful behavior... sometimes I even thought other teachers are just overreacting. How bad she could be, she never argued or purposely offend anyone, at least not in front of me.
But right now, as I saw that boy, his back covered in blood and his t-shirt ripped...body practically shaking. I am scared...I'm scared for her.
What you got yourself into Yeniffer! I thought as I took another step inside that small gloomy storeroom.
When I first saw them...I was furious at this boy, well, let's not talk about why I was furious. I don't know it myself...I was just enraged. But then, I opened the door and dim light fell over this boy's body. I froze right there. He was in a bad state...he is in a bad state.
My eyes took his bare back, scratched, it looked so...wild, his flesh ripped, blood dripping down his body, it's not looking serious...but still, I've to ask. Was he assaulted? Did she...No, I shouldn't think like that, not yet.
" Mr. Clarke I..."
" Will you look at me at least?", I interrupted, he was facing the cabinet in front of me, and I could only see his back as he wiped his mouth...face? I can't see him clearly.
Yeniffer on the other hand is just beside me, and I can see her too clearly... And right now I don't want to see her innocent face. Maybe I don't know her after all.
He turned around and I immediately recognized that face...the troublemaker of my class. But right now as I saw his face, his lip has blood...maybe it was bruised too, just like his arms and back, his black t-shirt almost ripped...he didn't look like that arrogant, smartmouth brat.
I slowly took a step toward him, making sure to not scare him, " Did...Did she do that to you?", I asked, and f**k my voice stuttered.
I am a bad teacher.
Right now I should be worried about this boy...not about Yeniffer. But I am, I'm f*****g worried about her. Because if he said yes, then there is no way I'll not report Yeniffer.
Assault is unforgivable, doesn't matter if it's a boy or a girl. I lived in an orphanage and the worst part of town after all. I know how people just neglect when they saw a boy getting bullied, they thought he'll get over it. I witnessed it...hell, I suffered it.
In my life I saw the worst kind of sick people...but it's Yeniffer, she'll not do things like that, right? I thought as I again looked at his condition... torn-up cloth, blood, his face pale, too pale...he looked in pain.
Fuck...she did this to him!
" Don't be scared, tell me, did she assault you?", I repeated when he didn't say anything just stared at me like I'm stupid.
I heard Yeniffer snicker beside me but before I could scold her, Cyrus...or Seren, I'm not sure about his first name, started chucking. What the hell?
He rubbed the back of his head, looking between me and Yeniffer, " Ah, it's fine...You see, Yeni here is a little wild.", he said between his laugh, glancing at Yeniffer, " Like a wolf.", he added and winked at her, making me feel like a stupid.
My eyes stared at his bloodied muscle to his laughing face, " Are you sure you're alright?", I asked, just to confirm, because he really didn't look fine.
Cyrus or Seren nodded his head, " Yes, Sir.", he said with a smile, which look genuine, not fearful.
I was worried for no reason. Sighing in relief, I rubbed a hand on my face. f**k, I was so wrong about Yeniffer. She just stalked me, she is not a f*****g criminal. I shouldn't let Elora's word cloud my mind. I am so stupid.
My brow raised when I found him smirking at me. He leaned towards me, as if telling a secret, " I like it rough, you know what I mean."
I pressed my lips together at his comment. This little s**t. And now he winked at me, twice. f**k. I never thought he will bring that up, now of all time!
Around seven months ago, I accidentally bumped into him in a very inappropriate club, at least for an underage like him. And now I remember...he had a collar around his neck. I on the other hand was with a submissive.
That night was traumatizing for me, I was sure the next day he will going to say something in the class. I was f*****g embarrassed. But He never brings that up, until now.
I glared at him when he smirked at my probably shocked face. Sighing I just stepped away from his way, still not meeting Yeniffer's gaze. " Fine, then. You can go...", I said.
He smiled brightly and walked towards the door, and now, it's my time to smirk.
" To Principal's Office, Mr. Drakos.", I added from behind making him groan.
He turned around and gave me a fake innocent look, " I love how my last name rolled on your tongue, Mr. Clarke."
" Principal office.", I gave him a tight smile. This sweet talk of his could be working on other teachers, but not on me.
And what he thought, I'll let this drama go. They broke school rules. No student is allowed in this room, and certainly not allowed to eat up...Shit, no. I closed my eyes and exhaled deeply, stopping my mind to think further.
My jaw clenched as I look at him, now when I know he wasn't assaulted; I'm furious again. f**k, I'm feeling jealous, didn't I? I shouldn't though.
I have a fiance, a beautiful one, who was also my childhood friend, she knew me. She loves me. And here I'm... acting like a bastard.
Yeniffer is my f*****g student. Nothing more. So what, she stalked me and I liked that attention. I'm a man after all and who doesn't like to get followed by a silver hair beauty? It's fine. It's okay.
As long as I ignored the part where I fantasize about fisting those beautiful long hair and yanked her away from that bastard. And I just call my student a bastard. Great. Yeniffer is making me crazy like her.
But, in my defense; I just saw her like that...having an orgasm. And she looked so fucking...Stop.
It's just my stupid d**k. I need to get laid soon.
But I just f****d Elora this morning...I can hardly call it f*****g though. I was making love to her, soft, slow...romantic, exactly how she like. And I'm sticking to it. I am not going to return to my previous lifestyle.
It's just...It's getting harder not to think those thoughts. And having someone like Yeniffer around me, who will dance on my fingers like a f*****g puppet, is not helping.
Before, I never thought about her like that...but now I am noticing things about her, I shouldn't. And it's only two f*****g days since I found out about her stalking.
It felt as if I have my favorite pizza in front of me when I'm on diet.
And now...I compared my student to a pizza. f*****g great. But I'm hungry...not for food though.
I'm seriously f****d.