Addicted to their Love

Chapter 4 Yeni

Yeni p.o.v.

The sound of a bell ring echoed in the class, making my wolf wake up from her beauty sleep. After getting scolded by Mr. Clarke several times in class, my wolf b***h became grumpy and slept, much to my relief. Because she was also scolding me, saying it was my fault that Mr. Clarke is angry.

Seriously, what the hell did I do? Yes, I stalked him for years but I don't think he knew it. I was just overthinking but my wolf b***h is still blaming me.

I don't know why the f**k she cared anyway? I mean, aren't wolves supposed to just care about their mate and family? Does she think Mr. Clarke is a family…brother, perhaps?

No, he is my lover.

I snickered, hearing her. Seriously, lover? Even I never said that out loud…I mean I did have a crush on him, but again crush will be an understatement, and love ugh, it's too much. I think I am just obsessed with him, addicted perhaps?

I suddenly looked up, feeling several eyes on me, other students were staring at me with annoyance as I saw Mr. Clarke coming toward me, looking deadly furious. Great. Now he will think, I am crazy, smiling alone like that.

I don't think this day can turn worse.

I bit my lower lip and tried to stop my moan as his seductive cologne hit my nose, something like chocolate and lavender, tasty. He came and stand in front of me, tilting my head, I looked at his face.

My eyes roamed over his hard, muscular chest, broad shoulders to his beautiful angelic face. f**k, he is so big. His deep blue eyes darkened when I licked my dry lips.

What happened to him today?

Putting his hand on either side of my seat, he leaned over my chair, the way his face was directly in front of me. I gulped and my breath hitched in my throat, feeling him this close to me. He looks so dangerous like this, untouchable yet provocative, scary yet beautiful, close yet so far.

My eyes get closed tightly as I feel Mr. Clarke coming closer and closer to my face. I could even feel his minty breath on my lips. What the hell is he doing!

I never get scared this much in my entire f*****g life. Not even when I fight with hazardous rogues. Biting my tongue, I closed my eyes tighter, too afraid my wolf will take control, and he will see my blue eyes turned into golden brown.

I felt tingles between my thighs as his warm breath touched my cheeks. f**k, I tasted my own blood as I bit my tongue so hard, controlling my wolf as she wanted to lick his face.

I am doomed. I am going to die, I am certain.

If Mr. Clarke doesn't stay away, then I will surely lick his neck and face. My wolf is getting crazy from inside as I feel my own body getting out of control.

“ Is something bothering you, kitten?” He husked near my ear and I feel something wet dripping down my inner thighs.

And Mr. Clarke inhaled deeply, NO, he is not a werewolf, he is a human, he can't smell my arousal, right? God, what I got myself into.

“ No, sir.”

I whispered, breathlessly finally opening my eyes, still scared that my eyes will turn brown, but I wanted to look at him, look at his face. To get sure, it's real, whatever it is.

Blood rushed through my body as I looked at his lustful gaze. Mr. Clarke, my teacher, staring at my lips. His eyes found mine and I feel my clit throb as wetness poured out of me just by looking at those dark blue eyes.

“ Then why were you laughing? What was so funny…” He asked with a clenched jaw.

The loud thump sound of his heart hit my ears, his breathing became fast and I realized that his heart was beating erratic, just like mine. But he looked normal, or he is just so good at hiding it?

Obviously, he wasn't aware that I can hear his sporadic heartbeats and heavy breathing. What the hell happened to him today?

“ I don't know…” I mumbled, looking into his deep ocean eyes, he kept staring at me as if he will just gobble me up right here. Ugh, what the hell I was even thinking. It's no way he will ever think like that… it's impossible.

“ You don't know why you were laughing, or you don't know what is so funny? “ He mocked, making the entire class laugh at me.

“ I just don't…kn- know anything” I replied, stuttering.

My eyes were still glued to his darkened blue eyes. It feels like, I cannot look away like I am stuck there, lost in those ocean blue eyes of his.

“ Okay then, you will submit your assignment tomorrow.” He shrugged off, removing his hand from my chair, and standing up straight.

I frowned, “ What, but you said I can submit that next week…” I asked, getting panicked. I was practicing for the piano competition, so he said that I can submit the assignment later, but now he is asking for it tomorrow?

“ I changed my mind.” He replied, smirking evilly, and turned around to leave.

Okay, there is something so wrong with him today, so, so wrong. He never smirked, like ever. No one even saw him smile except for me, and even I only saw him smile just twice or thrice. He only smiled when I played the perfect melody on the Piano, and except for that he never smiled.

And today he just smirked like a devil. Either someone had possessed his body or I did something so bad which make him behave like that.

But I didn't do anything wrong except stalking him for three years, and it's not that bad which can make him behave like this, is it?

I noticed everyone left after watching that little embarrassing show. The girls were so f*****g happy that Mr. Clarke scolded me…bitches.

Picking up my bag, I finally decided to leave the class. I was sitting there for almost five minutes because my entire body had been trembling, and my legs were feeling numb. I thought I will collapse if I stand up, so decided to stay to calm my nerves.

“ Aren't you going to practice today?”

I was about to open the door when the deep, dominating voice of Mr. Clarke stopped me. My next period is free, so I always stay to practice after class. But not today, I'm not sure what embarrassing thing my wolf will do if I stay here, even for a second.

Talk about yourself, I am perfectly in control.

Wolf b***h argued, but I just shoved her away in the back of my head, don't want to look crazy again.

Turning around, I looked at him. He is sitting on the piano seat, staring at the music notes, totally unbothered by his bizarre behavior. Asshole.

“ Why don't you ask this to your new favorite student?” I snapped, but he just chuckled after hearing me.

“ Good idea, I will ask Miss Lopez tomorrow, perhaps this will help her to play better,” he replied, without even looking at me.

I feel my eyes getting glossy as I grit my teeth and left the room hastily. What had I even expected, that he will stop me? Or apologize for his behavior? I am pathetic.

He is just my teacher, nothing less, nothing more… Yes, he used to treat me differently, maybe because he pitied me after witnessing how students bullied me, or maybe because of my mother's death.

And now, when I seem better than before, don't even need to see the school counselor anymore, he is treating me like his all other students. But again he never stood that close to anyone or whispered in their ear...then why me?

Fuck, as I walked toward the cafeteria my mind a little clear now, I realized how stupid I behaved just then, taunting him about his favorite student... I don't know why I even said that? I sounded like a pathetic jealous girlfriend.

But I can't help myself but feel jealous if he pays attention to anyone else rather than me.

Whenever Mr. Clarke met with those stupid one-night stands with his, I didn't come to school the next day, too afraid that I will feel sad, angry and jealous.

I know it's pathetic and stupid for me to even think like that, but it's not in my control.

I don't even understand, why had I felt like that? Perhaps because, he had helped me when my mom died, and I was depressed? Or probably I am just grateful that because of him, I get fewer nightmares now?

I don't know why I lov- no... addicted Mr. Clarke, but I just do…

I am hopelessly addicted to a person, who can never be mine. If any wolf finds out that I'm involved with a human… I don't know what will happen.

Human and wolf relationships are strictly restricted. I never even hear about any before. According to elder wolves, we just didn't feel attracted to humans, perhaps because we are different species? Or because every wolf has their own wolf mate.

Whatever the reason is, it never happened before. Then why…why the hell I am feeling like this? Why the hell I am attracted to him, want him…sometimes it feels like I am his pet because of the way I acted around him, like a lost puppy…

Tears started falling from my eyes as I keep walking, god knows where… My vision was blurry that I didn't notice someone standing in front of me and I collided with a hard chest.

The familiar odor hit my nose, I don't have to look at the person to know who he is. He is Samuel, my best friend. My hand immediately wrapped around his torso as I hugged him tightly.

He couldn't even say anything because soon a deep growl echoed in the hallway, making us flinch.

“ You earned yourself a detention, Yeniffer. This is school, not some make-out spot. “

Turning around, I find a very scary and angry looking Mr. Clarke. Before I could say anything, he left.

What the hell possessed him today… he is acting like a beast!