Addicted to their Love

Chapter 13 Yeni

Yeni p.o.v.

It took me a moment, a long alluring moment to step away from that hard chest of Mr. Clarke.

I could still feel his clothed skin rubbing against my cheek. It's just for a tiny fraction of time...so tiny that he might haven't even felt my flesh scrubbing against his. But I felt it, I felt every breath, every shiver, every pulse of his...just in some second.

As if our bodies are some magnet as if he was ripping me closer and closer...but running away from me at the same time.

I inhaled deeply, but didn't meet his gaze, he smelled so fresh, like lavender and mint, as if just came out of a refreshing shower...so f*****g delicious.

My eyes lowered to the ground, didn't want to get lost inside his seductive blue eyes too now. I am still pissed at him.

I picked up his register which fell because of me, " Sorry...", I mumbled and gave it back, still not meeting his gaze.

" It's fine Yeniffer.", he replied, voice softer than harmony, as if dipped in honey.

" You shouldn't use your phone in the hallway though.", he scolded but I was too focused on something else to give him a bratty reply as I gave to other teachers.

My eyes stuck on the silver platinum band around his ring finger, something engraved on it, so small that even my werewolf eyes can't read it.

That exact same ring Ms. Kinisky was wearing. No doubt they are engaged....will marry soon.

My breath increased as I felt so...so angry, sad, helpless and so f*****g jealous at the same time. f**k, he's just an obsession of mine...a bad addiction, then why, why the hell I felt this hurt all of a sudden.

He is my teacher, just a teacher. Nothing more. Xavier Clarke meant nothing to me. And now, I'm not even his stalker anymore. So, no need to think too much. Just let it go.

Without replying, or looking at his beautiful face, I turned around and walked away. I could hear him murmur; stupid girl as I walked and tripped over my legs. Great. I am such an embarrassment.

I took a deep breath, finally turning right and out of his sight, it felt like his eyes were practically piercing my back. Shaking my head at my stupidity, I looked around me, finding the empty hallway.

I glanced at the watch around my wrist, still fifteen minutes before lunch. Samuel might be in soccer practice and I can't go there...there will be Tyler and his bully human friends too and I'm certainly not in the mood for another argument.

Samuel and Tyler didn't use their werewolf power while playing with them...Samuel is only there for Tyler. And Tyler is only there for popularity. Stupid.

So...after debating where to go, and realizing there is no place I can go. I started climbing the stairs.

The rooftop is the only place I can go right now. I am hungry, but in the cafeteria, there are chances I'll see Cat, she is the most beautiful girl here, also the most dangerous one. So I always stay away from her, at least I try to.

As I climbed the stairs slowly, lost in my thoughts...I heard some low murmurs, not so far away from me. Stopping at my track, I focused on the sound and immediately recognize a familiar voice, coming just above me, near the roof gate.

Students rarely came here, what is he doing here, I wondered as I looked behind me on the empty stairs. No one is here. I swear I'm not a person who eavesdrops but it's Tyler and I am curious about who is he talking to alone.

I tried to inhale deeply, but the cheap perfume of Tyler is making me feel nauseous. I can't clearly smell the other person.

Leaning over the cold white wall behind me, I stared up at the ceiling and focused on their conversation, but immediately regretted it as I heard Samuel groan and Tyler moan.

Ew. Can't they do it at home... Horny stupid wolves.

Shaking my head I was about to turn around and run before I accidentally hear other dirty naughty sounds, don't want to hear my best friend having s*x with my bully. I smiled, remembering how they used to fight all the time but can't keep their hand off each other after the mating ceremony.

Did the mating bond that strong?

" I told them you are my mate. You have to sit with me in lunch baby.", Tyler said between his breaths and moans and there is also a weird clapping sound coming...oh, s**t f**k.

I bit my lips trying to stop my laugh, they are seriously doing that here. Now I am a little curious, who is f*****g who...surely going to ask Samuel about this. He is going to blush like a tomato when I'll tell him what I hear today.

I took a step down, suddenly my gloomy mood turned happy after hearing Tyler. Samuel didn't like Tyler hiding their relationship with his friends but he told them now.

I am happy for them, both of them.

But a little sad too...Samuel will sit with Tyler at lunch now. I have to eat alone, but it's fine. I don't mind. I never bought lunch anyway, always steal Samuel's. Looks like I am finally going to bring my own lunch. I'll miss his mother's tasty food though.

" You know how Catherine always treated Yeni..."

I stopped hearing my name. Why the f**k is Samuel bringing me now. I'll tell him not to fight because of me.

" Cat isn't like this, it's because Cyrus always smelled like Yeni and we both know why...", Tyler hushed the last part making my eyes wide. I suddenly checked the stairs. No one is there, no one heard. f**k, how did Tyler find out about Cyrus and me...and how much did he know!

" Who wants their boyfriend to smell like her...even I don't like her disgusting perverted smell on you..."

My knuckles clenched tightly as I heard what Tyler said...it shouldn't hurt me. It didn't. Tyler and I were never friends. It's fine. I blinked my blurry eyes and hurriedly strolled downstairs.

The loud sound of a bell echoed in the small corridor, students leaving their classes and walking toward the cafeteria but I walked the opposite, without stopping, without looking, and maybe even without breathing.

As I reached the back stairs at the farthest corner, behind the lockers and beside the small emergency exit, I finally sighed, crouching down on the cold stairs.

I threw my pink backpack beside me and rested my elbows on the stair behind me, my eyes stared outside the big window in front of me, light blue sky with some small grey clouds....soft sunlight caressing my face as it whipped inside from the glass.

My eyes get closed on their own as I enjoyed the sunlight on my pale white skin.

This same glass stopped the wind, and rain, and snow but couldn't stop this warmth...it's useless against the sunshine. That's what I love about sun...it's so strong, maybe that's why these grey clouds hide it from everyone. Maybe these clouds are jealous...didn't want to share its warmth. They want the sun all for themselves.

Just like I wanted Samuel all for me, he is my best friend, my only friend. But as he grew up...he got popular, humans, shifters, even vampire students like to talk to him. He is just so kind. But I was selfish, I always kept him for myself...I was most important in his life after his mother.

Not anymore though...he has his mate now. Mate always came first.

But how can I understand it, when I have a mate to whom I never felt connected. And I don't think I'll ever feel something for him. He is eleven f*****g years older than me. It's not just age though, we have nothing in common, like a piano...or music, like I have with Mr. Clarke.

Shit... I am again thinking about him. He has a f*****g fiance now. And deep down in my heart, I am feeling ashamed. Ms. Kinisky is a good woman, she was always kind, even to someone like me...and I was thinking about her man. I am sick. So f*****g sick.

" I knew, I'll find you here."

Samuel's voice suddenly made me open my eyes, I blinked up at him as he stood between me and the glass, hiding the warm sunlight.

" Don't hide my sun.", I groaned and he smirked but stepped aside and crouched beside me anyway, tugging my bag over his lap.

He nudged my shoulder with his when I didn't say anything and again closed my eyes, enjoying the sunshine on my face and body.

" Why didn't you come for lunch? ", He asked, but I didn't look at him, nor did I reply. He took my silence as his opportunity to make me his chew toy as he bit my shoulder playfully.

Samuel is not a wolf, he is a dog. And now he's licking my cheek, tickling me with his tongue. But I am not in the mood to play with him now...Tyler's words are still echoing in my brain, poking my thoughts.

" Go to you mate, Samuel. He won't like my smell on you..."

" You hear it.", Samuel interrupted, making me close my eyes tightly. f**k, I am overreacting again. Tyler was right anyway. Who will want their mate to smell like another person right?

But again, Tyler hadn't had a problem with Cat, and her friends...also with that new girl Rosa, who took my place in music class. I saw Tyler, her and Samuel with some other friends last evening, they were in their usual cafe...sitting too cozy with each other. Rosa was all over Samuel. And Tyler didn't look even a little bit offended.

And...I wasn't stalking them. I just want to talk to Samuel, but he looked busy. So, I waited for him to come out of the cafe but he didn't...they laughed and talked and danced. Samuel looked so happy with them so I just left and hid in the forest.

If I didn't fit between them, doesn't mean Samuel shouldn't...I don't want to hide him like these grey clouds.

I don't want to be selfish.

" Hey...look at me.", Samuel suddenly cupped my face and tilted my head towards him. I blinked my eyes at him, confused as he wrapped his hand around my waist pulling me closer.

His amber eyes stared into mine as he leaned his head, connecting our foreheads, " I am so sorry, okay?", he whispered sincerely, his thumb softly caressing my cheek.

I smiled, pushing his chest playfully, "It's fine...it's Tyler. We both know his mouth just made to throw shit.", I grinned, making some distance between us. Don't want Tyler to see us and think something wrong.

" I don't care what he thinks...".

Of course, I care, a little. Not before, but now when he is Samuel's mate...I don't want Tyler to like me, but I don't want him to hate me either. I'll just keep my distance from Samuel from now on, don't want him to be torn between his mate and his best friend.

Clearing my throat, I sit straight, removing his hands from my cheek and waist, " So, did Daddy ask about me?", I changed the topic, staring at the grey-blue sky again.

" Yeah about that...he did actually."

" He did.", I gasped, wide eyes looked beside me, and his face looks serious. He isn't lying.

" Yes, he wants to tell you something. You should ask him...", Samuel replied, but then I raised my brow and he sighed, " It's about rogues...someone is coming for help. That's all I can tell."

I didn't press further, knowing he can't tell me more, Daddy might have used his alpha command to keep whatever this is a secret.

" I was taking care of it, aren't I?", I said with gritted teeth, even this warm sunlight is not calming me anymore, " Who the hell is coming..."

All these years, I was working so hard to help him. After I killed mamma, daddy get so sick...werewolf can't survive after his mate's death, not until he met his second chance mate. Daddy didn't encounter his second mate...and his health is getting worst.

Rogues are taking advantage of that...but others and I are stopping them all these years then why this sudden help?

" You should probably ask Alpha..."

Before I could reply to Samuel my phone chimed, making me glance down at my hands. I peeked at the screen.

Meet me in the storage room. >

I immediately turn it off and stood up, didn't want Samuel to see it.

" Who is it?", he asked and I just laughed nervously, " hmm...umm, no... no one, just some insurance agent.", I said, taking my bag from him, I tugged it over my shoulder.

" What insurance agent...", Samuel frowned, standing up too...his eyes watching me skeptically.

" I have to go.", I blurted and turn around, hurriedly walking, almost running before he come here.

" Wait, Yeni..."

" Later, Samuel.", I shouted back, and now I am f*****g running...I can smell him, he is just behind me. f**k this bastard...he likes this game as if he is hunting me down.

I was just around the corner when I felt a strong grip around my waist, my eyes get closed, wind rushed through my ears, hair fall all over my face, skin piercing as if air is puncturing me...as if thousands and hundreds of needles are shoved into my flesh.

I heard the sound of a door opening with a click and closing with a loud thud before my rear hit the strong iron desk...my eyes still closed as my head dangled behind.

His hands are all over my body, all at once, touching me, squeezing me, pulling me closer to his strong body....lips trailing over my face to my shoulder, inhaling my sweat and flesh deeply, desperately...tongue glided down my neck, he moaned when he tasted my skin, felt my pulse on his teeth, but not biting it, not yet.

He knew the rules.

My legs wrapped around his waist as I fisted his soft hair in my hand and yanked them back. Finally, I opened my eyes and saw his pale white sharp face gleaming in the darkness of this empty storage room...I turned my blue eyes into bright golden brown, letting them meet with his bright blood-red ones.

" Cyrus...", I breathed, staring back into his dangerous eyes, scratching his muscles with my long sharp claw, tearing his black t-shirt with my sharp nails. And he just smirked, red eyes darkening with every second.

" My Little wolf."