My Lonely Beast

Mixed Feelings

Colton POV

I was wrong, I can’t feel my mind getting distracted any soon by the current problem I have in hand. The loud noise of the music being played is giving me a headache and I am staring at the one person responsible for it. 

As an Alpha, I am happy about my Beta turning 18 and finding his mate. With that, his responsibilities towards the pack will increase more so his efforts and work. I have to prepare him for the worst coming soon, so he could protect the pack from any danger or Me. 

I know after midnight, he would be able to recognize his Luna too, sharing the brotherly bond he will have. A beta of the Blood Moon pack when turns 18, comes to know about his mate and his Luna. He shared a bond of love towards his Mate and affection towards his Luna. I hope he will be able to know the difference between the two since I am not able to find my Luna as my wolf is not with me. 

I could still remember the day it happened, and it shattered everything in my life and I still think I am broken to pieces,  I never knew being separated with my Mate would have so much effect on me but it does. 

I need some air, I think I should go out for a while, I wave towards Noah who is busy dancing with a couple of girls, Let him enjoy this night, I smile to myself, once his mate comes to know about this, he will be a dead man walking. 

He waves back at me, all grinning, he looks really happy, and moving his body with the music. I Can’t say I am not a little jealous, getting to know who is your mate is one of the best days of our lives. After this day everything changes. 

We have someone we feel incredible love for, we have a bucket of affection for them, we care about them, worry about them, feel possessive towards them. We spent our whole day thinking about them from the first time we open our eyes in the morning to when we sleep at night. Even after that, when we feel them lying by our side, we just want to wrap our arms around them and don’t let them go. We promise them our entire life, we promise to keep them safe from everything. 

We see their favorite things, color, movies, drinks, the food you name it. We see the way they put their makeup, we see the way they judge themselves in mirror, we see the way they hate us looking at other girls ( whoever it is ), we see the say they bite their nails when they are worries, we see the way they look at us when they love us, we see the way they look at us when they are mad, we see the way they look at us when they are scared, we feel like every day with them is beautiful. 

Damm that’s making me sadder, fresh air would definitely be soothing, As I am about to leave the club, I hear few commotions and I see someone I least expected to be part of it….. Neomi