Neomi POV
I feel nervous today, Well more than I usually am. I don’t know why but I am feeling a strange kind of pit in my stomach, I feel pain, but it’s like hurting everywhere and nowhere.
When we reached the class, Mr. Adams was taking attendance and I couldn’t find either Colton and Noah in class today. Alaska kept giving me this questioning look but I always said nothing when she asked.
I don’t know why but I feel like I needed him today, I know I have Alaska but mainly when he is here, I feel kind of safe. So I am tapping my fingers on my desk continuously and then looking at the door expecting them to be here any moment. As soon as I hear the bell rang, I am on my way to the cafeteria, maybe they missed the first class and are hanging out here.
When I see that they are not
