My Lonely Beast

Wolfless Alpha

Colton POV

My head is still paining, my eyes burning, I am trying to calm down my breaths which are coming so rapidly, if I had not known better, I would have thought it’s a panic attack, but being normal doesn’t come to me easily 

Since that incident, I have not been normal, not a normal wolf or a normal human. 

Every day I woke up with the fear of turning into something that I scare the most, turning into someone which would destroy everything, my life, my family, my pack 

Knowing the day is near, I decided to move away from my pack, to keep it safe. Even being wolfless, I was respected by my pack as an Alpha. And to keep them safe, I practiced harder, maybe a hundred times more than a regular warrior.

I used to get up by 4, to develop my fighting skills, followed by lifting, running, controlling the effect of wolfsbane, trying with blindfolds, you never know what an enemy might do to harm you pack.

I made my bodywork in only 4 hours of sleep all day and with a minimum amount of food and water. I could fight with the greatest warriors from my pack and still defeat them without my wolf. 

Yeah once they turn into their wolf form, it was kind of difficult, but learning from my mistakes each day, each hour, each passing minute, I got better at defense and counter-attacks. 

Our Pack “Blood Moon Pack” not only gave training for wolves fight but trained each member for any life-threatening situations, we would be sent out at teams when the human life was too much at risk to be at War. 

We as wolves always protected humans, it was in our nature. 

I slowly look into the mirror and look into those green burning eyes, which I never want to see again, yet I know the day is near when it will be all that is left. 

My nails, digging up the flesh of my palms, are dark green, I feel helpless, All my life I have fought to protect my pack, my humans, and now it feels like I am the danger to them….