bad child

"hey jasmine wake up I need to speak to you" **************************** I could hear my mom's voice from my sleep I opened my eyes and looked straight to the clock, it was just 7:45 , I wondered why my mom was waking me up so early . *********************** " yes mom what's the problem why are you waking me up at this time of the day ,or did I do something wrong again as always " " no jasmine you didn't do anything wrong at all , you are a very special girl jasmine don't think your always left out and nobody loves you cause I love and......" said Ashley " yes you love me but does does dad love or does my sister jenny does she love me ,no their hate me their don't just like me I don't just know why , you think that something is always eating me but no something isn't eating my up someone is or should I say people " " jasmine your dad have something to tell you , everyone is down stairs waiting for you and some visitors too , so you will have to be on your best behavior , so go and take your bath , I will be here waiting for you , no but and if just do what I want you to do " " okay mom I'll be back " *************************** after taking my bath and wearing my clothes , my mom took me downstairs approaching the living room I could see my dad , sister and other visitors looking at me as I was walking down the stairs I felt so nervous , I tried to hold my self so I wouldn't fall down the stairs, but I almost did , but before fell I felt a strong grip hold my waist looking up I saw a very perfect Creation , so perfect in his face his jaw line was so perfect he had a perfect nose it was just as if I met God in the form of a person " *********************** "thank you for this " " ya your welcome , don't trip so you won't get everyone looking at you " Sylvester said with a smile one face. " okay thank you " ********************* I went to the living room and took a seat I was still very nervous , cause my mom kept giving me a pity look , I thought if I was being disowned today I kept on pray to God cause I was really scared" ************************** " okay jasmine I have something to tell you, I know it's coming very soon to you and your still young, but I have decided to get you married to friends son because that was he's last wish, I just have to do it" said Kevin , jasmine dad. " but dad , I don't even know this person I haven't even have a talk with this guy , please I can't dad just can't " " you have to get married to him and yes you have met him before he was you childhood Best friend , don't you remember Sylvester Adams , I'm very sure you do , and you guys where engaged to each other when you where kids , do you remember when your mom told you to play the game exchange the ring with sly yes it was an engagement party and legally you guys are already married I just wanna make it official so you guys can leave I the same house and you can leave this family alone please" Kevin said in a hash tone. ********************************* "I could feel my heart pounding faster and faster , I look toward the person who held me on the stairs and I knew it was really sly , he's grown into a man but he was my best friend I couldn't marry him I was so confused so I stood up and sat down so many time I looked at my sister I saw the look on her face that boldly says don't make bad impression here . I was so scared , I so my mom crying in silence , I looked back at sly who was looking at me but couldn't look me in the eyes nor my dad *************************** I stood up and held my dad on his shirt saying " why can't you look at me in the eyes why , why can't you , everyone here are hypocrites , I hate all of you , you guys are mad , mad I say , if you like call me the bad child I don't care at list every living person in this room knows that , and I hate you most dad yes I really do and f**k you jenny yes I said it out loud f**k you" I said it in a very bad tone. ********************************* I ran to my room grab a pillow and covered my face and screamed as load as I could, then I heard a knock on the door, I took off the pillow of my face I looked up it was sly . "what do you want now are you here to console me or tell me to get married to you" sly laughed and sat close to me and said" jasmine I'm here for both , I know that you haven't done a lot of thing and is still very early for you but getting married to me isn't the end off the world okay , the day you taught we just played a game I knew it was an engagement party , but I didn't want to hurt my dad feelings okay you why don't you think about it okay" sly said it in a very soft tone . " okay I will think about it but I just need some time " " okay take all the time you need " sly said this walk out of the room . while I just sat down there and kept on crying for some one to save me from this nightmare , that I was tangling in, I was just so scared that I panicked but for certain u was really going to be grounded and punished for my acts and nobody will be there to help me out and I will be criticized by everyone except from my mom