Spencer 's pov I never in my life thought that i would he here celebrating my daughter 's birthday. The turnaround of being a father again and an instant grandfather has left me speechless most of the times. I often wake up in the middle of the night questioning if it is really happening. I don't know how many times I pinched myself questioning if the cute little panda in my arms is my grandson or my little doll like granddaughter always running after me. She fell asleep in my arms last night. That was magical. Her small breathing and the unexpected jou it gave me was unreal. I got tortured by a crazy woman for 18 years for the sake of my son that i forgot how it's really like to enjoy life and have fun with the people around me. I was quite surprised when my nephews decided to come alon