–––––––– “The first inhalation is the most difficult." Wherever I"d drifted off to, I was back. Her voice had an eerie warble because I was listening underwater. Not water. The doctor told me there were speakers down here. She said she would talk to me, soothe me, help me through treatment. At this moment I didn’t know if she knew her microphone was on. "Time?" She wasn’t talking to me. I could not hear the other person’s response mumbled off-mic. I strained to listen, which made me open my eyes. Open is the wrong word because I could not control my eyelids; I refocused on movement within my field of vision. Three other people had joined the doctor, their heads above the rim of the tank. Not that I could distinguish faces— more like nebulous ovals with other-colored smudges where h