'Mom, I don't know how I managed to keep living my day without you, but I find myself standing in front of your grave now. All I know is that you wouldn't want me to be sad. Don't worry, I'm getting better now. It's been two months since you were gone. I missed you every single moment, but I was lucky. You were right, Vander did really take care of me for those times where I felt like giving up. Thank you mom and I'm sorry if I couldn't get in touch with Guen right now, she's out of reach. She's probably trying to heal from losing you. I was hoping that she and I could get together and talk about our misunderstandings one day. That's the most important thing you wanted to happen before, but for now we'll let ourselves heal first before fixing the problems between us. And about dad, he neve
