Part 1
The Old Nurse's Story
You know, my dears, that your mother was an orphan, and an only
child; and I daresay you have heard that your grandfather was a
clergyman up in Westmoreland, where I come from. I was just a girl
in the village school, when, one day, your grandmother came in to
ask the mistress if there was any scholar there who would do for a
nurse-maid; and mighty proud I was, I can tell ye, when the
mistress called me up, and spoke of me being a good girl at my
needle, and a steady, honest girl, and one whose parents were very
respectable, though they might be poor. I thought I should like
nothing better than to serve the pretty young lady, who was
blushing as deep as I was, as she spoke of the coming baby, and
what I should have to do with it. However, I see you don't care so
much for this part of my story, as for what you think is to come,
so I'll tell you at once. I was engaged and settled at the
parsonage before Miss Rosamond (that was the baby, who is now your
mother) was born. To be sure, I had little enough to do with her
when she came, for she was never out of her mother's arms, and
slept by her all night long; and proud enough was I sometimes when
missis trusted her to me. There never was such a baby before or
since, though you've all of you been fine enough in your turns; but
for sweet, winning ways, you've none of you come up to your mother.
She took after her mother, who was a real lady born; a Miss
Furnivall, a grand-daughter of Lord Furnivall's, in Northumberland.
I believe she had neither brother nor sister, and had been brought
up in my lord's family till she had married your grandfather, who
was just a curate, son to a shopkeeper in Carlisle — but a clever,
fine gentleman as ever was — and one who was a right-down hard
worker in his parish, which was very wide, and scattered all abroad
over the Westmoreland Fells. When your mother, little Miss
Rosamond, was about four or five years old, both her parents died
in a fortnight — one after the other. Ah! that was a sad time. My
pretty young mistress and me was looking for another baby, when my
master came home from one of his long rides, wet and tired, and
took the fever he died of; and then she never held up her head
again, but just lived to see her dead baby, and have it laid on her
breast, before she sighed away her life. My mistress had asked me,
on her death-bed, never to leave Miss Rosamond; but if she had
never spoken a word, I would have gone with the little child to the
end of the world.
The next thing, and before we had well stilled our sobs, the
executors and guardians came to settle the affairs. They were my
poor young mistress's own cousin, Lord Furnivall, and Mr.
Esthwaite, my master's brother, a shopkeeper in Manchester; not so
well to do then as he was afterwards, and with a large family
rising about him. Well! I don't know if it were their settling, or
because of a letter my mistress wrote on her death-bed to her
cousin, my lord; but somehow it was settled that Miss Rosamond and
me were to go to Furnivall Manor House, in Northumberland, and my
lord spoke as if it had been her mother's wish that she should live
with his family, and as if he had no objections, for that one or
two more or less could make no difference in so grand a household.
So, though that was not the way in which I should have wished the
coming of my bright and pretty pet to have been looked at — who was
like a sunbeam in any family, be it never so grand — I was well
pleased that all the folks in the Dale should stare and admire,
when they heard I was going to be young lady's maid at my Lord
Furnivall's at Furnivall Manor.
But I made a mistake in thinking we were to go and live where my
lord did. It turned out that the family had left Furnivall Manor
House fifty years or more. I could not hear that my poor young
mistress had never been there, though she had been brought up in
the family; and I was sorry for that, for I should have liked Miss
Rosamond's youth to have passed where her mother's had been.
My lord's gentleman, from whom I asked as many questions as I
durst, said that the Manor House was at the foot of the Cumberland
Fells, and a very grand place; that an old Miss Furnivall, a
great-aunt of my lord's, lived there, with only a few servants; but
that it was a very healthy place, and my lord had thought that it
would suit Miss Rosamond very well for a few years, and that her
being there might perhaps amuse his old aunt.
I was bidden by my lord to have Miss Rosamond's things ready by
a certain day. He was a stern, proud man, as they say all the Lords
Furnivall were; and he never spoke a word more than was necessary.
Folk did say he had loved my young mistress; but that, because she
knew that his father would object, she would never listen to him,
and married Mr. Esthwaite; but I don't know. He never married, at
any rate. But he never took much notice of Miss Rosamond; which I
thought he might have done if he had cared for her dead mother. He
sent his gentleman with us to the Manor House, telling him to join
him at Newcastle that same evening; so there was no great length of
time for him to make us known to all the strangers before he, too,
shook us off; and we were left, two lonely young things (I was not
eighteen) in the great old Manor House. It seems like yesterday
that we drove there. We had left our own dear parsonage very early,
and we had both cried as if our hearts would break, though we were
travelling in my lord's carriage, which I thought so much of once.
And now it was long past noon on a September day, and we stopped to
change horses for the last time at a little smoky town, all full of
colliers and miners. Miss Rosamond had fallen asleep, but Mr. Henry
told me to waken her, that she might see the park and the Manor
House as we drove up. I thought it rather a pity; but I did what he
bade me, for fear he should complain of me to my lord. We had left
all signs of a town, or even a village, and were then inside the
gates of a large wild park — not like the parks here in the south,
but with rocks, and the noise of running water, and gnarled
thorn-trees, and old oaks, all white and peeled with age.
The road went up about two miles, and then we saw a great and
stately house, with many trees close around it, so close that in
some places their branches dragged against the walls when the wind
blew; and some hung broken down; for no one seemed to take much
charge of the place; — to lop the wood, or to keep the moss-covered
carriage-way in order. Only in front of the house all was clear.
The great oval drive was without a w**d; and neither tree nor
creeper was allowed to grow over the long, many-windowed front; at
both sides of which a wing protected, which were each the ends of
other side fronts; for the house, although it was so desolate, was
even grander than I expected. Behind it rose the Fells; which
seemed unenclosed and bare enough; and on the left hand of the
house, as you stood facing it, was a little, old-fashioned
flower-garden, as I found out afterwards. A door opened out upon it
from the west front; it had been scooped out of the thick, dark
wood for some old Lady Furnivall; but the branches of the great
forest-trees had grown and overshadowed it again, and there were
very few flowers that would live there at that time.
When we drove up to the great front entrance, and went into the
hall, I thought we would be lost — it was so large, and vast and
grand. There was a chandelier all of bronze, hung down from the
middle of the ceiling; and I had never seen one before, and looked
at it all in amaze. Then, at one end of the hall, was a great
fire-place, as large as the sides of the houses in my country, with
massy andirons and dogs to hold the wood; and by it were heavy,
old-fashioned sofas. At the opposite end of the hall, to the left
as you went in — on the western side — was an organ built into the
wall, and so large that it filled up the best part of that end.
Beyond it, on the same side, was a door; and opposite, on each side
of the fire-place, were also doors leading to the east front; but
those I never went through as long as I stayed in the house, so I
can't tell you what lay beyond.
The afternoon was closing in, and the hall, which had no fire
lighted in it, looked dark and gloomy, but we did not stay there a
moment. The old servant, who had opened the door for us, bowed to
Mr. Henry, and took us in through the door at the further side of
the great organ, and led us through several smaller halls and
passages into the west drawing-room, where he said that Miss
Furnivall was sitting. Poor little Miss Rosamond held very tight to
me, as if she were scared and lost in that great place; and as for
myself, I was not much better. The west drawing-room was very
cheerful-looking, with a warm fire in it, and plenty of good,
comfortable furniture about. Miss Furnivall was an old lady not far
from eighty, I should think, but I do not know. She was thin and
tall, and had a face as full of fine wrinkles as if they had been
drawn all over it with a needle's point. Her eyes were very
watchful, to make up, I suppose, for her being so deaf as to be
obliged to use a trumpet. Sitting with her, working at the same
great piece of tapestry, was Mrs. Stark, her maid and companion,
and almost as old as she was. She had lived with Miss Furnivall
ever since they both were young, and now she seemed more like a
friend than a servant; she looked so cold, and grey, and stony, as
if she had never loved or cared for any one; and I don't suppose
she did care for any one, except her mistress; and, owing to the
great deafness of the latter, Mrs. Stark treated her very much as
if she were a child. Mr. Henry gave some message from my lord, and
then he bowed good-by to us all, — taking no notice of my sweet
little Miss Rosamond's outstretched hand — and left us standing
there, being looked at by the two old ladies through their
spectacles.
I was right glad when they rung for the old footman who had
shown us in at first, and told him to take us to our rooms. So we
went out of that great drawing-room and into another sitting-room,
and out of that, and then up a great flight of stairs, and along a
broad gallery — which was something like a library, having books
all down one side, and windows and writing-tables all down the
other — till we came to our rooms, which I was not sorry to hear
were just over the kitchens; for I began to think I should be lost
in that wilderness of a house. There was an old nursery, that had
been used for all the little lords and ladies long ago, with a
pleasant fire burning in the grate, and the kettle boiling on the
hob, and tea-things spread out on the table; and out of that room
was the night-nursery, with a little crib for Miss Rosamond close
to my bed. And old James called up Dorothy, his wife, to bid us
welcome; and both he and she were so hospitable and kind, that
by-and-by Miss Rosamond and me felt quite at home; and by the time
tea was over, she was sitting on Dorothy's knee, and chattering
away as fast as her little tongue could go. I soon found out that
Dorothy was from Westmoreland, and that bound her and me together,
as it were; and I would never wish to meet with kinder people than
were old James and his wife. James had lived pretty nearly all his
life in my lord's family, and thought there was no one so grand as
they. He even looked down a little on his wife; because, till he
had married her, she had never lived in any but a farmer's
household. But he was very fond of her, as well he might be. They
had one servant under them, to do all the rough work. Agnes they
called her; and she and me, and James and Dorothy, with Miss
Furnivall and Mrs. Stark, made up the family; always remembering my
sweet little Miss Rosamond! I used to wonder what they had done
before she came, they thought so much of her now. Kitchen and
drawing-room, it was all the same. The hard, sad Miss Furnivall,
and the cold Mrs. Stark, looked pleased when she came fluttering in
like a bird, playing and pranking hither and thither, with a
continual murmur, and pretty prattle of gladness. I am sure, they
were sorry many a time when she flitted away into the kitchen,
though they were too proud to ask her to stay with them, and were a
little surprised at her taste; though to be sure, as Mrs. Stark
said, it was not to be wondered at, remembering what stock her
father had come of. The great, old rambling house was a famous
place for little Miss Rosamond. She made expeditions all over it,
with me at her heels; all, except the east wing, which was never
opened, and whither we never thought of going. But in the western
and northern part was many a pleasant room; full of things that
were curiosities to us, though they might not have been to people
who had seen more. The windows were darkened by the sweeping boughs
of the trees, and the ivy which had overgrown them; but, in the
green gloom, we could manage to see old china jars and carved ivory
boxes, and great heavy books, and, above all, the old pictures!