Chapter 9
The DoctorAs Carmilla would not hear of an attendant sleeping in her room,
my father arranged that a servant should sleep outside her door, so
that she would not attempt to make another such excursion without
being arrested at her own door.
That night passed quietly; and next morning early, the doctor,
whom my father had sent for without telling me a word about it,
arrived to see me.
Madame accompanied me to the library; and there the grave little
doctor, with white hair and spectacles, whom I mentioned before,
was waiting to receive me.
I told him my story, and as I proceeded he grew graver and
graver.
We were standing, he and I, in the recess of one of the windows,
facing one another. When my statement was over, he leaned with his
shoulders against the wall, and with his eyes fixed on me
earnestly, with an interest in which was a dash of horror.
After a minute's reflection, he asked Madame if he could see my
father.
He was sent for accordingly, and as he entered, smiling, he
said:
"I dare say, doctor, you are going to tell me that I am an old
fool for having brought you here; I hope I am."
But his smile faded into shadow as the doctor, with a very grave
face, beckoned him to him.
He and the doctor talked for some time in the same recess where
I had just conferred with the physician. It seemed an earnest and
argumentative conversation. The room is very large, and I and
Madame stood together, burning with curiosity, at the farther end.
Not a word could we hear, however, for they spoke in a very low
tone, and the deep recess of the window quite concealed the doctor
from view, and very nearly my father, whose foot, arm, and shoulder
only could we see; and the voices were, I suppose, all the less
audible for the sort of closet which the thick wall and window
formed.
After a time my father's face looked into the room; it was pale,
thoughtful, and, I fancied, agitated.
"Laura, dear, come here for a moment. Madame, we shan't trouble
you, the doctor says, at present."
Accordingly I approached, for the first time a little alarmed;
for, although I felt very weak, I did not feel ill; and strength,
one always fancies, is a thing that may be picked up when we
please.
My father held out his hand to me, as I drew near, but he was
looking at the doctor, and he said:
"It certainly is very odd; I don't understand it quite. Laura,
come here, dear; now attend to Doctor Spielsberg, and recollect
yourself."
"You mentioned a sensation like that of two needles piercing the
skin, somewhere about your neck, on the night when you experienced
your first horrible dream. Is there still any soreness?"
"None at all," I answered.
"Can you indicate with your finger about the point at which you
think this occurred?"
"Very little below my throat—here," I answered.
I wore a morning dress, which covered the place I pointed
to.
"Now you can satisfy yourself," said the doctor. "You won't mind
your papa's lowering your dress a very little. It is necessary, to
detect a symptom of the complaint under which you have been
suffering."
I acquiesced. It was only an inch or two below the edge of my
collar.
"God bless me!—so it is," exclaimed my father, growing pale.
"You see it now with your own eyes," said the doctor, with a
gloomy triumph.
"What is it?" I exclaimed, beginning to be frightened.
"Nothing, my dear young lady, but a small blue spot, about the
size of the tip of your little finger; and now," he continued,
turning to papa, "the question is what is best to be done?"
"Is there any danger?" I urged, in great trepidation.
"I trust not, my dear," answered the doctor. "I don't see why
you should not recover. I don't see why you should not begin
immediately to get better. That is the point at which the sense of
strangulation begins?"
"Yes," I answered.
"And—recollect as well as you can—the same point was a kind of
center of that thrill which you described just now, like the
current of a cold stream running against you?"
"It may have been; I think it was."
"Ay, you see?" he added, turning to my father. "Shall I say a
word to Madame?"
"Certainly," said my father.
He called Madame to him, and said:
"I find my young friend here far from well. It won't be of any
great consequence, I hope; but it will be necessary that some steps
be taken, which I will explain by-and-by; but in the meantime,
Madame, you will be so good as not to let Miss Laura be alone for
one moment. That is the only direction I need give for the present.
It is indispensable."
"We may rely upon your kindness, Madame, I know," added my
father.
Madame satisfied him eagerly.
"And you, dear Laura, I know you will observe the doctor's
direction."
"I shall have to ask your opinion upon another patient, whose
symptoms slightly resemble those of my daughter, that have just
been detailed to you—very much milder in degree, but I believe
quite of the same sort. She is a young lady—our guest; but as you
say you will be passing this way again this evening, you can't do
better than take your supper here, and you can then see her. She
does not come down till the afternoon."
"I thank you," said the doctor. "I shall be with you, then, at
about seven this evening."
And then they repeated their directions to me and to Madame, and
with this parting charge my father left us, and walked out with the
doctor; and I saw them pacing together up and down between the road
and the moat, on the grassy platform in front of the castle,
evidently absorbed in earnest conversation.
The doctor did not return. I saw him mount his horse there, take
his leave, and ride away eastward through the forest.
Nearly at the same time I saw the man arrive from Dranfield with
the letters, and dismount and hand the bag to my father.
In the meantime, Madame and I were both busy, lost in conjecture
as to the reasons of the singular and earnest direction which the
doctor and my father had concurred in imposing. Madame, as she
afterwards told me, was afraid the doctor apprehended a sudden
seizure, and that, without prompt assistance, I might either lose
my life in a fit, or at least be seriously hurt.
The interpretation did not strike me; and I fancied, perhaps
luckily for my nerves, that the arrangement was prescribed simply
to secure a companion, who would prevent my taking too much
exercise, or eating unripe fruit, or doing any of the fifty foolish
things to which young people are supposed to be prone.
About half an hour after my father came in—he had a letter in
his hand—and said:
"This letter had been delayed; it is from General Spielsdorf. He
might have been here yesterday, he may not come till tomorrow or he
may be here today."
He put the open letter into my hand; but he did not look
pleased, as he used when a guest, especially one so much loved as
the General, was coming.
On the contrary, he looked as if he wished him at the bottom of
the Red Sea. There was plainly something on his mind which he did
not choose to divulge.
"Papa, darling, will you tell me this?" said I, suddenly laying
my hand on his arm, and looking, I am sure, imploringly in his
face.
"Perhaps," he answered, smoothing my hair caressingly over my
eyes.
"Does the doctor think me very ill?"
"No, dear; he thinks, if right steps are taken, you will be
quite well again, at least, on the high road to a complete
recovery, in a day or two," he answered, a little dryly. "I wish
our good friend, the General, had chosen any other time; that is, I
wish you had been perfectly well to receive him."
"But do tell me, papa," I insisted, "what does he think is the
matter with me?"
"Nothing; you must not plague me with questions," he answered,
with more irritation than I ever remember him to have displayed
before; and seeing that I looked wounded, I suppose, he kissed me,
and added, "You shall know all about it in a day or two; that is,
all that I know. In the meantime you are not to trouble your head
about it."
He turned and left the room, but came back before I had done
wondering and puzzling over the oddity of all this; it was merely
to say that he was going to Karnstein, and had ordered the carriage
to be ready at twelve, and that I and Madame should accompany him;
he was going to see the priest who lived near those picturesque
grounds, upon business, and as Carmilla had never seen them, she
could follow, when she came down, with Mademoiselle, who would
bring materials for what you call a picnic, which might be laid for
us in the ruined castle.
At twelve o'clock, accordingly, I was ready, and not long after,
my father, Madame and I set out upon our projected drive.
Passing the drawbridge we turn to the right, and follow the road
over the steep Gothic bridge, westward, to reach the deserted
village and ruined castle of Karnstein.
No sylvan drive can be fancied prettier. The ground breaks into
gentle hills and hollows, all clothed with beautiful wood, totally
destitute of the comparative formality which artificial planting
and early culture and pruning impart.
The irregularities of the ground often lead the road out of its
course, and cause it to wind beautifully round the sides of broken
hollows and the steeper sides of the hills, among varieties of
ground almost inexhaustible.
Turning one of these points, we suddenly encountered our old
friend, the General, riding towards us, attended by a mounted
servant. His portmanteaus were following in a hired wagon, such as
we term a cart.
The General dismounted as we pulled up, and, after the usual
greetings, was easily persuaded to accept the vacant seat in the
carriage and send his horse on with his servant to the schloss.