Chapter 1
December 12th, 1747. — My life has been strangely bound up with
extraordinary incidents, some of which occurred before I had any
connection with the principal actors in them, or, indeed, before I
even knew of their existence. I suppose, most old men are, like me,
more given to looking back upon their own career with a kind of
fond interest and affectionate remembrance, than to watching the
events — though these may have far more interest for the multitude
— immediately passing before their eyes. If this should be the case
with the generality of old people, how much more so with me!… If I
am to enter upon that strange story connected with poor Lucy, I
must begin a long way back. I myself only came to the knowledge of
her family history after I knew her; but, to make the tale clear to
any one else, I must arrange events in the order in which they
occurred — not that in which I became acquainted with them.
There is a great old hall in the north-east of Lancashire, in a
part they call the Trough of Bolland, adjoining that other district
named Craven. Starkey Manor-House is rather like a number of rooms
clustered round a grey, massive, old keep than a regularly-built
hall. Indeed, I suppose that the house only consisted of the great
tower in the centre, in the days when the Scots made their raids
terrible as far south as this; and that after the Stuarts came in,
and there was a little more security of property in those parts,
the Starkeys of that time added the lower building, which runs, two
stories high, all round the base of the keep. There has been a
grand garden laid out in my days, on the southern slope near the
house; but when I first knew the place, the kitchen-garden at the
farm was the only piece of cultivated ground belonging to it. The
deer used to come within sight of the drawing-room windows, and
might have browsed quite close up to the house if they had not been
too wild and shy. Starkey Manor-House itself stood on a projection
or peninsula of high land, jutting out from the abrupt hills that
form the sides of the Trough of Bolland. These hills were rocky and
bleak enough towards their summit; lower down they were clothed
with tangled copsewood and green depths of fern, out of which a
grey giant of an ancient forest-tree would tower here and there,
throwing up its ghastly white branches, as if in imprecation, to
the sky. These trees, they told me, were the remnants of that
forest which existed in the days of the Heptarchy, and were even
then noted as landmarks. No wonder that their upper and more
exposed branches were leafless, and that the dead bark had peeled
away, from sapless old age.
Not far from the house there were a few cottages, apparently of
the same date as the keep, probably built for some retainers of the
family, who sought shelter — they and their families and their
small flocks and herds — at the hands of their feudal lord. Some of
them had pretty much fallen to decay. They were built in a strange
fashion. Strong beams had been sunk firm in the ground at the
requisite distance, and their other ends had been fastened
together, two and two, so as to form the shape of one of those
rounded waggon-headed gipsy-tents, only very much larger. The
spaces between were filled with mud, stones, osiers, rubbish,
mortar — anything to keep out the weather. The fires were made in
the centre of these rude dwellings, a hole in the roof forming the
only chimney. No Highland hut or Irish cabin could be of rougher
construction.
The owner of this property, at the beginning of the present
century, was a Mr. Patrick Byrne Starkey. His family had kept to
the old faith, and were staunch Roman Catholics, esteeming it even
a sin to marry any one of Protestant descent, however willing he or
she might have been to embrace the Romish religion. Mr. Patrick
Starkey's father had been a follower of James the Second; and,
during the disastrous Irish campaign of that monarch, he had fallen
in love with an Irish beauty, a Miss Byrne, as zealous for her
religion and for the Stuarts as himself. He had returned to Ireland
after his escape to France, and married her, bearing her back to
the court at St. Germains. But some licence on the part of the
disorderly gentlemen who surrounded King James in his exile, had
insulted his beautiful wife, and disgusted him; so he removed from
St. Germains to Antwerp, whence, in a few years' time, he quietly
returned to Starkey Manor-House — some of his Lancashire neighbours
having lent their good offices to reconcile him to the powers that
were. He was as firm a Roman Catholic as ever, and as staunch an
advocate for the Stuarts and the divine right of kings; but his
religion almost amounted to asceticism, and the conduct of those
with whom he had been brought in such close contact at St. Germains
would little bear the inspection of a stern moralist. So he gave
his allegiance where he could not give his esteem, and learned to
respect sincerely the upright and moral character of one whom he
yet regarded as an usurper. King William's government had little
need to fear such a one. So he returned, as I have said, with a
sobered heart and impoverished fortunes, to his ancestral house,
which had fallen sadly to ruin while the owner had been a courtier,
a soldier, and an exile. The roads into the Trough of Bolland were
little more than cart-ruts; indeed, the way up to the house lay
along a ploughed field before you came to the deer-park. Madam, as
the country-folk used to call Mrs. Starkey, rode on a pillion
behind her husband, holding on to him with a light hand by his
leather riding-belt. Little master (he that was afterwards Squire
Patrick Byrne Starkey) was held on to his pony by a serving-man. A
woman past middle age walked, with a firm and strong step, by the
cart that held much of the baggage; and, high up on the mails and
boxes, sat a girl of dazzling beauty, perched lightly on the
topmost trunk, and swaying herself fearlessly to and fro, as the
cart rocked and shook in the heavy roads of late autumn. The girl
wore the Antwerp faille, or black Spanish mantle over her head, and
altogether her appearance was such that the old cottager, who
described the procession to me many years after, said that all the
country-folk took her for a foreigner. Some dogs, and the boy who
held them in charge, made up the company. They rode silently along,
looking with grave, serious eyes at the people, who came out of the
scattered cottages to bow or curtsy to the real Squire, 'come back
at last,' and gazed after the little procession with gaping wonder,
not deadened by the sound of the foreign language in which the few
necessary words that passed among them were spoken. One lad, called
from his staring by the Squire to come and help about the cart,
accompanied them to the Manor-House. He said that when the lady had
descended from her pillion, the middle-aged woman whom I have
described as walking while the others rode, stepped quickly
forward, and taking Madam Starkey (who was of a slight and delicate
figure) in her arms, she lifted her over the threshold, and set her
down in her husband's house, at the same time uttering a passionate
and outlandish blessing. The Squire stood by, smiling gravely at
first; but when the words of blessing were pronounced, he took off
his fine feathered hat, and bent his head. The girl with the black
mantle stepped onward into the shadow of the dark hall, and kissed
the lady's hand; and that was all the lad could tell to the group
that gathered round him on his return, eager to hear everything,
and to know how much the Squire had given him for his services.
From all I could gather, the Manor-House, at the time of the
Squire's return, was in the most dilapidated state. The stout grey
walls remained firm and entire; but the inner chambers had been
used for all kinds of purposes. The great withdrawing-room had been
a barn; the state tapestry-chamber had held wool, and so on. But,
by-and-by, they were cleared out; and if the Squire had no money to
spend on new furniture, he and his wife had the knack of making the
best of the old. He was no despicable joiner; she had a kind of
grace in whatever she did, and imparted an air of elegant
picturesqueness to whatever she touched. Besides, they had brought
many rare things from the Continent; perhaps I should rather say,
things that were rare in that part of England — carvings, and
crosses, and beautiful pictures. And then, again, wood was
plentiful in the Trough of Bolland, and great log-fires danced and
glittered in all the dark, old rooms, and gave a look of home and
comfort to everything.
Why do I tell you all this? I have little to do with the Squire
and Madam Starkey; and yet I dwell upon them, as if I were
unwilling to come to the real people with whom my life was so
strangely mixed up. Madam had been nursed in Ireland by the very
woman who lifted her in her arms, and welcomed her to her husband's
home in Lancashire. Excepting for the short period of her own
married life, Bridget Fitzgerald had never left her nursling. Her
marriage — to one above her in rank — had been unhappy. Her husband
had died, and left her in even greater poverty than that in which
she was when he had first met with her. She had one child, the
beautiful daughter who came riding on the waggon-load of furniture
that was brought to the Manor-House. Madam Starkey had taken her
again into her service when she became a widow. She and her
daughter had followed 'the mistress' in all her fortunes; they had
lived at St. Germains and at Antwerp, and were now come to her home
in Lancashire. As soon as Bridget had arrived there, the Squire
gave her a cottage of her own, and took more pains in furnishing it
for her than he did in anything else out of his own house. It was
only nominally her residence. She was constantly up at the great
house; indeed, it was but a short cut across the woods from her own
home to the home of her nursling. Her daughter Mary, in like
manner, moved from one house to the other at her own will. Madam
loved both mother and child dearly. They had great influence over
her, and, through her, over her husband. Whatever Bridget or Mary
willed was sure to come to pass. They were not disliked; for,
though wild and passionate, they were also generous by nature. But
the other servants were afraid of them, as being in secret the
ruling spirits of the household. The Squire had lost his interest
in all secular things; Madam was gentle, affectionate, and
yielding. Both husband and wife were tenderly attached to each
other and to their boy; but they grew more and more to shun the
trouble of decision on any point; and hence it was that Bridget
could exert such despotic power. But if every one else yielded to
her 'magic of a superior mind,' her daughter not unfrequently
rebelled. She and her mother were too much alike to agree. There
were wild quarrels between them, and wilder reconciliations. There
were times when, in the heat of passion, they could have stabbed
each other. At all other times they both — Bridget especially —
would have willingly laid down their lives for one another.
Bridget's love for her child lay very deep — deeper than that
daughter ever knew; or I should think she would never have wearied
of home as she did, and prayed her mistress to obtain for her some
situation — as waiting-maid — beyond the seas, in that more
cheerful continental life, among the scenes of which so many of her
happiest years had been spent. She thought, as youth thinks, that
life would last for ever, and that two or three years were but a
small portion of it to pass away from her mother, whose only child
she was. Bridget thought differently, but was too proud ever to
show what she felt. If her child wished to leave her, why — she
should go. But people said Bridget became ten years older in the
course of two months at this time. She took it that Mary wanted to
leave her. The truth was, that Mary wanted for a time to leave the
place, and to seek some change, and would thankfully have taken her
mother with her. Indeed, when Madam Starkey had gotten her a
situation with some grand lady abroad, and the time drew near for
her to go, it was Mary who clung to her mother with passionate
embrace, and, with floods of tears, declared that she would never
leave her; and it was Bridget, who at last loosened her arms, and,
grave and tearless herself, bade her keep her word, and go forth
into the wide world. Sobbing aloud, and looking back continually,
Mary went away. Bridget was still as death, scarcely drawing her
breath, or closing her stony eyes; till at last she turned back
into her cottage, and heaved a ponderous old settle against the
door. There she sat, motionless, over the grey ashes of her
extinguished fire, deaf to Madam's sweet voice, as she begged leave
to enter and comfort her nurse. Deaf, stony, and motionless, she
sat for more than twenty hours; till, for the third time, Madam
came across the snowy path from the great house, carrying with her
a young spaniel, which had been Mary's pet up at the hall, and
which had not ceased all night long to seek for its absent
mistress, and to whine and moan after her. With tears Madam told
this story, through the closed door — tears excited by the terrible
look of anguish, so steady, so immovable — so the same to-day as it
was yesterday — on her nurse's face. The little creature in her
arms began to utter its piteous cry, as it shivered with the cold.
Bridget stirred; she moved — she listened. Again that long whine;
she thought it was for her daughter; and what she had denied to her
nursling and mistress she granted to the dumb creature that Mary
had cherished. She opened the door, and took the dog from Madam's
arms. Then Madam came in, and kissed and comforted the old woman,
who took but little notice of her or anything. And sending up
Master Patrick to the hall for fire and food, the sweet young lady
never left her nurse all that night. Next day, the Squire himself
came down, carrying a beautiful foreign picture: Our Lady of the
Holy Heart, the Papists call it. It is a picture of the Virgin, her
heart pierced with arrows, each arrow representing one of her great
woes. That picture hung in Bridget's cottage when I first saw her;
I have that picture now.