Lucian has been ignoring me for a month now, and he hasn't slept beside me either. I do know he sleeps in his office or somewhere in the castle because Kaia and I can still smell him. Kaia has also given me a lot of crap because of this, blaming me for Lucian's actions, and maybe if I hadn't done it, maybe he would still be with us in this room. I still fail to see how I am the one in the wrong here. I shook these thoughts away and went down to grab some breakfast with the rest. As per usual, I was given dirty looks. I've heard that Lucian has been hard on everybody after the incident, and everybody else got an earful as well. I grabbed a plate and instantly the crowd dispersed. They're acting like I've contracted some contagious disease and they have to avoid me at all costs. I shook my