Not A Kid ( Book 2)

This story is being continued from my previous book He's A Kid. If you haven't read that yet then you will be confuse. Go read it :) "Come on ken,use another gun!".Mika shouted in my ears. I tap my fingers harder on the controller,I just can't. "Wasted".Mika sighed. I huff and threw down the controller,taking up my bowl of strawberries. "Don't tell me you give up already".he ruffled my hair. "That game is just stupid".I ate as I watch him play the game. "At least it got your mind of things". "And you just reminded me". "Sorry".he mumbled and pause the game giving me an apologetic smile "Its okay it never worked anyway,I'm going to bed,goodnight". I said and got up,although I'll be seeing him in bed.He sleeps with me because i need things in the middle of the nights.After I left that day Mika said I should stay with him.I could have gotten a flat with all the credit cards I have but he really wanted the company.I help him with his problems with drugs and he help me with my pregnancy. Yea I found out a month and 1 month ago that I was carrying Jamie's baby.We didn't use a condom when we had sex.I was shock and I don't really know what to do.I can't go back to Jamie,I'm too scared and I also want him to know about his child,i can't raise this baby on my own.I have Mika but I want Jamie here,he doesn't even know about this. I hear about him a lot,on the news,interviews,his latest movie,magazines. He calls a lot but I never answer, he text me a lot too saying he stills loves me and he wants me to come back. Mika and I are going to the airport tomorrow,his mom got transfer,to another zoo,she's now the manager.Her flight is in the afternoon so I can sleep in. Later in the night I wanted to pee,I roll over and Mika was beside me.You could here the rain on the roof.I walked into the bathroom and pee.When I got back I climb back on the just in time for the thunder to roll and lightening to shruck.I scream a bit,it was loud enough to wake up Mika and make him pull me into his arms.I love when he does this it feels like I'm in Jamie's arms.I really miss him.