Amapola POV ‘Let him lead; he won’t go as far as touching, no d**k will be in you, he will just be playful, don’t freak out,’ Flor tells me, but I don’t feel afraid, just awkward. I feel like he knows what to do; it’s just after I told him what I had to endure, he might have gotten a bit overwhelmed and is frighten to hurt me, but he hasn’t even tried; he went as far as asking for more time, taking me to a such a beautiful place, the run was refreshing, and the sighs of this place are incredible, I have never seen so much green and so many smells, it made me feel happy to be a part of his home like this, he didn’t try to hide from me. He is himself. He did tell me he is not a saint and that he had s*x with one girl who he still likes, but as a friend, I think the mate bond made it clear