Finally, having the strength to think about what I have and what I can do, I allow the memories to come to me on their own, but I feel something gulping on my forehead, and Helena takes the same green-gooey substance., then moves the top of my dress to the side and started applying it, “it’s a medicine to help the muscles and nerves to relax in allowing you to get the memories without straining you,” The feeling of this medicine made me cringe.
Once she was done, I went to get my bag that’s at the foot of my bed. In my bag I take my small heart monitor to check on myself, I move to Helena and she took the device right as I started explaining, “my sons know how to use this but if your a healer you might know what this is. It’s to measure my heart rate and blood pressure. " Helena took it k
