Since I was quiet for a brief moment, Sam tried to initiate a conversation, "So-"
I intervened as I attempted to make him understand why I was anxious, "I-- I am a virgin. Does that turn you off? Would you ever be able to love me? "
I rubbed my knees together as I glared into his eyes.
The guy awestruck because he suggested, "If you're going to do it with someone, then why not me?"
Yes, that was it. I needed Sam to look at me like that.
As he came closer and began kissing me, all I wanted was him to want me and shower me with his love and devotion.
I want him to spend every ounce of his love on me so that nothing was left for Natalie.
I don't know what it feels like to actually kiss someone you love. Is that sad? I guess it's the same as not knowing a lot of other things in this
