Carina
Yawning, I stretch then get out of bed. It's sunny today. Just my kind of day. While I'm taking a shower, I wonder what I should do. Normally I stay inside cleaning up the place, doing laundry, anything that will keep me from going outside and socializing with other people. But I'm tired of staying at home. This isn't really who I am. I love shopping, going to clubs, traveling, outdoor activities. Locking myself up has started to suffocate me. Living like this is what I used to hate the most. However, now that I'm free, I find myself doing it and I hate it. I don't want this. I can't live like this forever.
I grieved for my baby and I will forever continue to do so but I'm done putting my life on hold. After the breakdown I had that day with Chris, I decided to put some
