Phoenix POV*
I feel like I am making no progress with her. She knows I have changed yet still fights it. I catch her looking at me obbessively but she fights so hard against it. The hatred she must have for me, to fight against it as fiercly as she does, if the pull she feels is any where near what I feel, she is a whole lot stronger than me, it hurts me so much physically and emotionally each and everyday, it is worse than any torture.
I don't know what else to do. I don't know how to make her want me, I have come to the conclusion that it is just never going to happen. It was been a week I have tried everything I can. I walk to her room my footsteps so heavy like I have a ball and chain attached to me. I sigh heavily as I knock on the door.
I have to hold my hand over my heart beca
