Chapter 21: Nightmares (2)
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I’ve been having the same dream over and over again for the past several months…
I’m riding back to my apartment on my motorbike with tears welling up in my eyes. I knew it was dangerous to drive like that but I was stupid enough and hurt enough not to care…
James’s words repeating in my head over and over… “I hate you! I don’t want to see you ever again! If it wasn’t for you, none of this would have happened!”
His words themselves didn’t hurt as much as the contempt they carried. He truly hated me, despised everything about my existence.
The man that I had spend two years of my life loving had decided to leave me in the worst possible way.
His parents had found out about our relationship and cut him off. James was from quite a wealthy family, so he
