deepest possession

as the plane landed in Georgia I looked out of the window and " I thought to myself what was I doing here this is the place where I had been humiliated by Kevin. I finally got off the plane "this place had not changed one bit except for some buildings . I got into a cab and and gave him instructions ,as I drifted into my thoughts the only thing I could think off was Kevin even though I hated him ,he was still my first love but after what he did to me I could never forgive him my dad had told me that he came by looking for me but I was long gone I knew I had to leave that place it had too many awful memories as I came to my sense's I realized we had arrived to my father's house, lots of memories came rushing through as I blinked away some tears I heard some ruckus inside ,I rushed inside to see my dad yelling at the cook over something. I just stood there for some moments until he noticed me then finally he came forward and threw me into his arms he was so pale and thin "how are you feeling dad" I asked him I'm fine sweetie ,but we need to discuss something "can't it wait I'm really exhausted right now I said" right we can talk later you can go rest "your room is on the second floor next to the library"he said why what happened to my old room" I asked "it's under going some renovations right now "he answered alright then I'm going to rest "and um dad I hope you don't expect me to stay because I'm only here for a week "I said as he gave me this sad look but I really didn't care . "hope to see you later raven" he said "don't worry you will "I said as I ran up the stairs