Bella I didn’t really know how to react because I was having conflicting thoughts. I understood why they had to make that decision, I even said it myself when I woke up from the hospital, but I couldn’t help thinking they were willing to give up being there for their child just for the sake of their reputation. I felt like I was nothing to them. That reputation was more important than me. I will be lying if I tell you it didn’t hurt because it really did. I swallowed a big lump as reality now set. ‘Bella you thought you were an adult, you made a decision that brought you here and you have to face the consequences.’ I encouraged myself. I wondered if they would help financially or I would have to carry this out single handedly like I said I would. This journey ahead was both scary and a ch