The college boy

Thoughts

Roman couldn't believe what he heard his dad told him he went from being an orphan, to almost banging a christan families son, to going to a extremely high prestige school and getting raped there. Still there was something off about the dude who raped his dad's name. 'Jeremy Tucker? Where have I heard that before? Oh wait!" he thought his head shooting up as he remembered seeing him on the news. A week ago he walked downstairs to see the t.v on revealing all the death row inmates who were set to die that week, and he was one of them charged with domestic violence, kidnapping, and excessive rape. 'Good thing he's set to die nothing could make this bad-' He suddenly stopped worry overtaking his body as he remembered a horrible thing that had happened earlier that week. On Tuesday his dad was in the shower and he was downstairs with his father watching the news, while his father tried and failed to feed the toddlers. Suddenly breaking news happened revealing that a death row inmate somehow managed to escape that day. He gulped nervous that it might be Jeremy, and that his dad might get hurt again. When his father saw the news he went pale as a ghost, and when he returned home from school he found out his father had bought a lot of security measures for the house behind his dad's back. Such as alarms, guns, security cameras, and a keypad that only we knew the code for. His excuse for buying it was he wanted to make sure that the twins had something recording what they did at all times, and the keypad and guns were for people who would try to break in. 'But now I know the truth. Dad might be in danger, and even I don't want him to be hurt again.' While listening to his dad tell him about how Jeremy licked him on his neck he noticed that his neck and forearms had scars on them almost as though someone had put them there on purpose. The scars were big and ugly giving it the look of a shackle on his wrists and neck. Without realizing it he had reached out and touched a scar on his dad's neck just as he revealed he was caught by his first family being gay and almost f*****g their son. When he touched Axel's scar on his neck Axel froze up, and his eyes went back to the time when he was locked up with chains on his neck, and arms. Roman realized his dad had stopped talking and shook him so he could snap out of it. When he didn't Roman started getting nervous, and in sheer panic yelled for his father to come upstairs quickly because dad was in trouble. After a few minutes his father busted open the room with a rifle in his hand. He aimed it around the room looking for a threat, but when he saw both of them safe he lowered it down sighing. John quickly realized that Axel had clammed up again, and wasn't responding to anything. He ran to the side of Romans bed, and gripped the side of Axel's arms squeezing them, and began shaking him violently. "Roman go to the bathroom and start a cold bath now!" John said in a worried and hurried voice. Roman ran out of his room into his parents room and started the bath as cold as he could get it. A few minutes later his father walked in carrying his dad bridal style. "Ok I want you to go downstairs, and take this gun with you in case, and watch over them alright?" He left no room for argument as Roman went downstairs, and watched over his baby siblings. John sighed and took off Axel's clothes leaving him in his shorts, and did the same to himself before stepping into the tub filled with cold water and setting Axel in front of him. He held him close to his body as the cold water created goosebumps around their arms. He began stroking his hair softly humming a tune into Axel's ear while planting soft kisses around his scars. Axel after a few hours came to, and found himself in the tub soaking wet clothes and John holding onto him like he would disappear at any moment. "Hey what happened." Axel whispered afraid of startling his husband. John's face shot up fast as he looked to see his husband's innocent purple doe eyes staring at him for guidance. He suddenly burst into tears and held Axel tighter then he did before sobbing into his back. "I-i thought you were gone! I thought you left me again!" John whispered while crying still. Axel was taken aback had he had another episode? "What happened? Hey, hey babe look at me." Axel said turning around holding his husband's face while his arms were still wrapped around his waist. "I'm right here, and I'm not going anywhere anytime soon." He said softly kissing him on the lips. John put all his love into the kiss while Axel put all his care into it, and when they pulled back John explained what happened to him. Axel looked away embarrassed he had done that in front of them again. John as if sensing his husband's uneasiness pulled his face back to look at him. "Hey it's not your fault. You can't control when something like this happens to you. Besides compared to the first time your getting better I can see that." John reassured him squeezing his arms tighter together bringing his husband closer to him where their chests were touching. "Remember we made a promise to be together forever for better or worse." he said kissing him on the lips again showing he understood what he needed in the moment. Axel calmed down and his tense body soon relaxed as they got out of the tub into their warm bed.