Chapter 65
Scarlet
The entire road trip my mind was occupied with my disturbing thoughts. This revelation that I just had, I wish I could share it with anyone but I can’t. Why didn’t I figure all this out way earlier? All the signs were in front of me, mocking me. All this time, I thought I was in control, but the reality is the polar opposite. I was never in control and I will never be if I don’t get to know myself. I thought things would get better, that I might not need to ruin the equilibrium of the pack, and that we could still work this thing out. I really did, but I was wrong.
From this point, things can never be the same. I know Xavier believes that he can make everything right, but we’re not living in a fairyland, we’re living in the real world and the reality is disastrous. Fo
