The Seeing Mate

13

(Camila's POV)

A whole month later and I still haven't spoken to Bracks. After the shock wore off, I was able to explain to Josh what had happened. He had been shocked and accepted my reason for leaving his father's house. A few days had past before the phone calls started. Josh answered the calls. I was just not ready to face...my father.

The more I thought back on everything he missed out on, the more angry I got. It got to a point that I was snapping at Josh or taking my anger out at simple little things. Josh gave me space, drowning himself in work, all the while. The kitchen was becoming full of baked goods or food. Then one day I just didn't have energy to be mad. So I just plopped on the couch and stared at the roof.

I didn't even react when Josh's face appeared over me. He looked worried but there was also a mischievous glint in his eyes.

"You keep this up, we'll both be rolling around in this house" he said, his voice a little growly. I remembered he had gone running a couple of nights ago. Another thing that had been on my mind was that we've been "married" almost three months and we've never had a proper honeymoon. We haven't been intimate, not from a lack of interest, but from lack of environment. The mood was just so off. I was surprised the man had the willpower that he had, and for that I was thankful.

"Do you still remember the Taekwondo lessons we took?"

"Yeah." he said, not sure why I was asking. I gave him a light kiss and got up from my spot.

"Let's burn off some steam." I said, heading to the home gym in the basement. He soon followed and I took off my sweater. He already had sweats on as we walked in the middle of the floor.

"You want to spare right now?" he asked, unsure.

"Yeah, you're lucky the whole house isn't covered with holes in the walls." I said, starting to stretch. He gave me a small smile and dragged out a long gym mat. We stepped on it, and did the normal rituals of greetings and such. Then we got into our stents. I attacked because I needed to blow off the steam. I went full strength while he held back some of his strength. We both still remember a lot from those classes and, from what I could see, we kept practicing. Our moves were so effortless, we just flowed well together. A while later, I was getting out of breath but I didn't want to stop.

"Mila?" Josh said, but I kept attacking. He let me land a few more hits until he grabbed my arm and flipped me onto my back. That knocked me back to my senses. I was covered in sweat and panting. Josh came to sit next to me not even a hair out of place.

"Sorry...I just...I'm sorry." I said, covering my face and fighting back tears.

"Let's get you cleaned up." he finally said, and before I could say anything, he picked me up in his arms. I wrapped my arms around his neck, and, without thinking, I placed a soft kiss on his neck. He smiled and looked at me.

"Sorry." I said, my voice small he just carried me up stairs to our bathroom. There he sat me on the sink and turned on the shower.

"I'll see you when you're done." I nodded and stepped down.

"Hey, help me before you leave." I said as I took off my shirt and brushed my hair out of the way. Without a word, he came over and undid my bra. His hands lightly ran along my back, making me gasp softly. He must've noticed my reaction, because he ran his fingers along my back, up to my shoulder, and my neck. Then it was lips on my neck.

"Mila," he said softly in my ear. My body started to feel warm.

"Okay, I got it from here, I'll be out in a bit!" I said, pulling away, not looking at him, or else he was going to see the lust in my eyes.

He walked out but I could hear a chuckle as he closed the door. I took the rest of my clothes off and went in the shower. As I washed my body, my thoughts went back to the lockeroom at school and then to the party. Again, my surprise was that he had the control he did and he was still giving me the space he was. I wanted him as much as he wanted me, and we were literally married.

I finished up and wrapped myself in a towel, then remembered I hadn't brought clothes. Carefully, I opened the door, checked the room, and looked around. He wasn't there, so I got out of the bathroom and headed to my drawers. As I looked for my clothes, a feeling fell over me. I was being carefully watched. I closed my drawer and was about to turn around when I felt his arms wrap around me from behind. Josh kissed the back of my neck, the sudden warmth of his mouth made me gasp as a delicious shiver ran down my back. My body started to feel warm as he held me against his body, and I was suddenly very aware that there was something hard pressed against my lower back.

That made my cheeks feel hot. I have never been with any man in my life. Mentally, I was aware of what s*x was and was well informed on details of s*x, but I could never bring myself to get into bed with anyone. Even when there was an interest of some kind, I didn't feel right.

"I can smell you, love, and I'm seriously wondering if that's how sweet you taste?" he said quietly in my ear, which made me ache between my legs. I tried to compose myself when I turned to face him, a very cocky smile spread across his face.

"Talking dirty, wow, definitely a way to get to a woman's heart." I said, trying to sound sarcastic, but my voice gave me away.

He pressed his body into mine, pinning me in place, one hand at my hip and the other slowly holding my cheek. I pressed my face into his palm and kissed it. I could hear a small growl escape him, he was hanging on for dear life. His thumb caressed my lips before he finally kissed me. I first I wanted to freak out, he was going too fast, but then I couldn't think anymore. My hands went to his hair, as I invited his touch and kiss. His kiss was hungry but then gentle at the same time, his hands picked me up on the dresser, then under my towel, which was soon on the floor. As we went from the dresser to the bed, the anticipation was scary. I sat on the bed as he removed his shirt, but as he went for his pants I stopped him.

"Josh, I've never been with anyone, I'm still a virgin." I said, feeling kinda stupid, when I realized the obvious. We wouldn't even be here if that was in question. He smiled a little but then kissed me again.

"I know love, and I'm honored to be your first and only," he said just as his hand found my sweet spot. I gasped with pleasure.

His hands worked gently but knowingly, my hands were digging into the blankets and sheets as slowly my c****x washed over me. I trembled from the after math of and thought it couldn't get better then that moment. That's until I saw Josh standing completely naked before me. My mouth drooled at the sight of him, he was my perfect being. Then my eyes fell on his...and I gulped in worry. He smiled but climbed on top of me and kissed me again and again. I was so lost in our kissing I didn't notice, until I felt him slowly going inside me. My nails dug into his back, as I felt the pain. Then nothing. We sat there for a second before he started to move his hips. The feeling was pure bliss. The room filled with our moans and screams of pleasure for the next few hours. I would like to think I exaggerated, but no. This man had so much pinned up inside of him, we didn't leave the room for a few hours. By the end, I couldn't think straight and my body was exhausted, but I was smiling like a goofy i***t. I fell asleep happy and content with the world.

I felt like I hadn't fallen asleep for long, when I felt Josh kissing my neck. I held his head there, because even as tired as I was I couldn't get enough of him. I turned to look at him and was faced with a surprise. His wolf was looking right at me. Now I am scared. What happened? I tried to sit up but he wouldn't let me.

"What are you doing? Where's Josh?" I asked him angerily. His eyes swept over me. He seemed to approve.

"Sorry, sweetheart, this next part is my job," he said in a low growl as he licked his lips. That sent a cold chill down my back. I wanted to run but I knew I wouldn't get too far. So reluctantly, I laid back and waited.

"Good choice, sweetheart, I'll try and make this quick and as painless as possible."

My heart was pounding in my chest. What was he going to do to me? Josh wouldn't let his wolf out if he was trying to hurt me, would he? I laid there a moment before Josh's mouth came crashing onto mine. I pushed him but then he pinned my hands over my head. My struggles didn't even slow him down. His tongue was in my mouth, his kisses felt like...he was making sure I knew who he was marking me with the memory of him.

Marking me! That's what it was, wasn't it? For some reason that made my body burn again, I didn't fight him anymore. I was willingly submitting to him.

"Mine." he whispered in my ear, as he pushed himself inside me again. He thrusted so roughly but I didn't fight.

"Yes." was all I could muster. As he moved harder and harder inside of me, the feeling quickly built inside and I found myself on the edge again.

"Mine!" he said louder, as he moved harder and harder.

"Yes, all yours !" I screamed as I came so hard that his fangs digging into my shoulder was nothing more then a tickle. He kissed and licked the spot he had bitten into. My body was unable to move, to think. All I could do was close my eyes and sleep.

"Mine." I heard before I was completely out. I was claimed body and soul for now and forever.

When i woke up, I had a major headache, and Josh was gone. I looked around and my eyes landed on the clock. It was two in the afternoon. Carefully, I got up and headed to the shower. In the shower, I watched as the water had a slight redness to it and realized I was a little sore. Last night...would forever be branded into my mind. I quickly got done and jumped out, wrapping myself with a towel and getting dressed. As I was getting my shirt on, I noticed it. The mark on my neck was right along the curve. It looked so bad, like someone had tried to slit my throat but didn't.

"Give it time, it'll heal enough. It won't look that bad." I heard Josh, as he leaned on the door frame.

"How did you know what I was thinking?" I asked him. He came close to me and kissed my mark lightly.

"We are now connected, love," he said, and I looked back at my reflection. We were completely and totally mated.