chapter 1
1251 Words
I was finally done with school, we threw our caps up and then we left to head home, only my father came for my graduation, it was just a front so everyone else would think he was a wonderful father to me, he was always loving and wanted me to eat, but behind closed doors was a different story, every since my mother died he blamed me. it was my fault that she got sick and passed away, he was remarried after a year of my mothers death, when he brought her into the house, she came with two children a girl name Vanessa, and a boy name Kevin, Vanessa tried to like me, but when she figured she would get her mothers attention more when she didn't like me, she decided torturing me was a lot more fun, they took my room for her and tossed me into the basement, i was only to go to school then come home to do the chores that they could had done before i got home, but i had to do them, or i would get punished, and i'm not talking about someone yelling at me, i would actually be whipped and beaten, when everything was over, he dragged me to the car pushing me inside bumping my head in the process, i felt my head looking at my hand, it had blood on it, great another cut thanks dad,
“We need to talk when we get home, take that awful gown and hat off, you got enough attention for today,” we sped off some of the people had to jump out of the way screaming at us like we were crazy, i could only shake my head because dad was cursing at them to get the hell out of the way. i was trying to hold on for dear life, because i felt like any second now he was going to crash into a tree then blame me for the whole thing, Kora kept screaming in my head that my father was a crazy man that he was going to kill us if he didn’t slow down, i agreed with her, but we got back to the house in no time at all, when i got out of the car, i almost wanted to kneel to the ground and kiss it, but i decided not to, i didn't want dirt in my mouth, that would be gross, he took my cap and gown tossing it in the trash, i wanted to keep them but he told me i didn't have to have them anymore since the graduation was over, I didn't deserve anything especially if it was something nice, grabbing me by the arm he pulled me into the house,
‘Go get changed so you can clean and cook lunch, then we will talk after that, now go get it done.” Sighing, i guess me graduating didn’t count for anything special today, i went upstairs changed into my black leggings and my hoodie, i liked to wear when i was doing things around the pack house, i first went into the kitchen, i saw the head Omega cleaning, i rushed over to her stopping her so she wouldn’t get into trouble,
‘Rein, stop, you know if you are doing what i'm supposed to be doing your going to get into trouble,”
“Sweetheart, I can handle the punishment, come on and help me, we are almost done in here and then i will leave okay, today is your graduation, i just couldn’t sit back and have them treat you like this on this special day for you,” there was no use arguing with her, since my mother had passed away, she had noticed a change in my father, he use to be kind and loving, now since he had been married to Nia, then my step sister and my step brother had came alone, thats when it all changed,. i was thrown out of my room so my step sister could have it, she said it was so much better then any room she had, i was thrown in the basement, i had no bed but a pillow and a blanket, i slept on the floor, i had a small bathroom that only let me take cold showers, i had hand down clothes that i would find in the trash from other pack members that would throw them in the trash, sometimes i would find the clothes with the tags still on them, i knew then that they try and help me, they were all warned not to help that i was the one that killed my mother, the illness she had thats what killed her, but my father wouldn’t listen to the doctors, he needed someone to blame so he blamed me, Rein helped me with the kitchen, then i started on lunch, i made grill cheese sandwhiches with soup, i placed each bowl at their place with the plate of sandwhiches beside them, spoons and all, i hurried out so they wouldn’t see me, My step mother says she can’t eat with the sight of me, so i am made sure to leave before they come inside the dinning room, i ate my sandwhich while i was running up the stairs to clean the pack rooms, i walked into the first one, yet again, Rein was inside with the other omgeas, she put a finger to her lips,
“Rein what are you doing?’
“Hush girl, they won’t know okay, all the clothes are in the lundry room, go do them, all the rooms are clean, just go to room to room so they will hear the doors open and close then head to the lundry room and wash the clothes, you will be fine i promise,” sighing i knew it was no changing her mind, when my mother passed away she was the one that helped raised me, when i was a little girl i would have bad dreams, she would come into my room in sooth me, while my father would tell her to leave me alone, i didn’t deserve comfort, but she would always comfort me when i always needed it, i hurried from room to room she was right, all the rooms where clean spotless, the last room i hurried out so i could head to the lundry room to start washing the clothes, most of them were already in the dryer, i had ten baskets to get done, useally i would have more then that, but today, it was only ten since Rein had helped me, i was so thankful, because if i was on my own doing this today, it would take me until midnight to finish, when all the clothes were washed dried, folded and then put in each pack memebers room so they could put their own clothes away, i was finally done, I walked into the living room where my father said he would be after i got done with everything, i hurried into the living room, my step mother right away started sniffing making a discusting look on her face,
“How dare you come to your father smelling like a musty mutt,”
“Hush Nia, this will only take a few minutes, so let's get this started and over with so she can leave our sights, Tasha, you will be married off so my debts can be paid off,
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