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Nurse Hound,
I was just getting off my shift when the doctor told me that the queen needed me, i told him that i was off the clock, i was heading home,
“Then get on the clock, the queen needs you Hound, She said no men, its something to do with the new girl that came.” i understood then, something must had happened to her that she doesn’t want men around, can you blame her, all men are pigs, i had a mate, everything was fine until i started feeling the pains of betrayal, it was horrible, i guess he didn’t know i wouldn’t feel him cheating on me, i found him in bed with some other girl from another pack, i rejected him right there and then, making him feel the pain that i had felt for months, that happen twenty years ago, i am still mateless and i havent been looking for my second chance, i think he either died or he picked a chosen mate, and thats fine by me, I hurried up to the queens room knocking quickly on the door, Mollie answered asking me to come into the room, i had my bag just incase i needed to stitch up something, or clean a cut, i put the bag down on the dresser. Standing there i was waiting for Mollies orders,
“Honey, please show Nurse Hound what you showed me, she has something to take those cuts and bruises away the curved word will slowly fade away, but i'm sorry i can’t help with your mind, and fear honey, but i have someone to help you with that,” But just please show Mrs Hound, your wounds please, she will never tell anyone that you are here or what's on your body, you have my word honey,
Tasha pov
I knew showing this woman that they call queen my wounds and scars would scar my forlife, i had never shown anyone what they had done to me, my head is so messed up right now, i don’t know what to believe anymore, im not even sure i can trust them, my own family never wanted me, they wanted me gone, they always said i would amount to nothing so i was nothing, that my mother died because of me, not because of some illness, in the end, i found out that my mother lost so much blood that was the cause of her death, my father was the one that ended up killing her and he used me as a punching bag and made me believe that i was the reason. they wanted me to fall flat on my ass, and sometimes i felt like i was going to, sometimes i couldnt even go to school because i was beaten so badly, so i had tons of homework to make up and extra projects i could do to make up for it, my family never wanted me in the first place, well thats what my father told me that he never wanted me in the first place, that he wanted a son, so he could be the next alpha, no girl could ever be an alpha, thats what he put in my head, i was a nobodym, noone would ever want me, well he was right about one thing, noone wants me but the murderst alpha that i have for a mate, and the only reason why he wants me is to pay off my fathers debts,m im not sleeping with anyone, not unless i want to, not because i am forced into it, When the nurse came inside she brought a bag full of things i didnt know about, she placed it on the dresser than walked over to us, i heard the queen talk, but i was so zoned out, that i didn’t understand what she was saying to me, it took her touching my dislocated shoulder for me to get out of the zone and come back,
“Honey, are you alright? Can you show Mrs Hound your wounds? you have my word that she will never say a word to anyone,” she has said this twice already, i guess i will show this woman name Hound, its a weird name for a woman, but hey whatever rocks her boat, i really didn’t want to show her, what would happen if she seen all of this and then start to laugh, than what would i do, i can’t punch her because s**t i might get my ass beat, i don't know nothing around here, i don’t even know how i got here,
‘You got here because i lead you here Tasha, we need help, if you are to trust anyone, it's time to learn, so just show them, if she laughs i will rip her throat out,”
‘Yeah and you will die with me, ill show them, if they laugh, ill leave,’ sighing i started taking off my shirt, i heard a gasp from Mollie once again than i heard Mrs Hound do the same, i took off my jeans i stood there letting her look at the monster that i am, with all the cuts and bruises, my knee was out of place, no matter how many times i shift Kora could not heal it, she says it has to be put back in place for her to finish healing, the same with my shoulder, i had broken ribs, that each breath i take is so damn painful, i finally heard Nurse Hound speak to me,
sweetheart, this is going to hurt okay, but the queen will be right by your side.” i didn't know what she meant until she was holding arm, she did some weird thing to it snapping my shoulder back in place, i screamed bloody murder as Mollie held me while i cried, “okay sweetheart, i need you to sit on the bed and lay back, i want you to grab onto something really tight, if you need to bite down on something okay,” now this was getting really scary, i didn't know what she was getting at, but i grabbed onto the first thing i laid my hands on and it was the head board, she was doing something with my knee, it felt good at first, and then she suddenly snapped my knee so hard that it poped back in place, i screamed so loud that i broke the windows in Mollies room, i was crying full on, i didn’t want any more of this, this was just to painful that i felt like i was going to pass out, Mollie was right beside me, holding my head in her lap,
“Shhhh. honey, its okay, it's all over now, She's going to start putting meds on your bruises and cuts okay, it might be a little painful due to the healing, but it won't be as painful as the snapping back in place of your shoulder and knee, I want you to lay in your stomach first honey, is that okay, i know some of the wounds are open so shes going to do that first,’ i don’t even know if i can handle this anymore, but i slowly turned laying on my stomach,
‘Tasha, i'm going to start healing your ribs now, the pain in your shoulder and knee will go away i promise,” my wolf had told me, i trusted her more then anything so i believed her, i laid there as Nurse Hound started putting something on my back, it was cold at first then it started getting warmer, then a burning started, i started moving around but Mollie held me still,
‘Its okay sweetheart, the wounds are closing okay, its going to burn, it will go away,” tears were falling again, I wanted this to end, why did i agree to this, soon the burning stopped, I didn't feel any different at all. it must not had worked,
“Alright honey, can you turn on your back now, the worse is over, we are getting rid of those bruises now,” i slowly turned around fearing i was going to feel so much pain, but when i laid on my back i felt nothing, what was this, is this witchcraft or something,
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