Jordan I woke up a brand new man. I felt like myself for the first time in weeks and I never wanted to lose this feeling. It wasn't because of the s*x, I mean, that helped, but it was because I was getting a second chance to make things right. A second chance to do better, to be a better person, someone that is deserving of the angel laying next to me. I had my girls in my life, I had a job that I could overall, tolerate for the most part, I had my friends who have become my family and nothing can bring down my happiness, except waking up at eight in the morning to a cold, empty bed. I looked around the room, expecting her to be there for some reason but she wasn’t. It would be lying if I didn't freak out because I did. I got out of bed, slipped on my boxers and headed to Ellie’s room, ho