Jordan
I paced back and forth holding the phone to my ears, waiting nervously for the damn thing to stop ringing. It was my fault anyways, I’m the one that decided to give her a call. Why was I so stupid to do this? Did we really need this extra drama in our lives, especially after what we found out the night of the fundraiser? We didn’t, but this was my mom and it was time I stopped ignoring her. She called me again a few days ago but I had other things I needed to take care so she had to wait so now, I'm returning one of her million calls she made. I’m not sure if I wanted her to pick up the phone or just let it go to voicemail. I knew either way, things were about to get a lot worse before they got better and I was not prepared for this.
I don't know why I do things like this to mysel
