Sealed Lips

Chapter 2

'hey'  he said half dressed in the kitchen as I rub my eyes and look around me.

I smile at him as he goes back to doing what he was. I go in the bathroom, fix my self up, brush my teeth. I run cold water on my hand and run it over my face. I put my hair in a bun and leave the toilet. I go into the bedroom which was also the living room and look for my jeans, top and jacket. my jacket was nowhere to be found but I found the rest.

I grab my bag and made sure everything I didn't forget anything. a coffee being placed on the table has made me realize this wasn't me at Isabelle's place, as this kinda situation doesn't happen to me often, I would be spending the time at Isabelle as she would be so drunk but last night I was the drunk one and I was the one who had one night stand.

I look at the coffee he placed on the table.

'thanks' i said as I finish trying my shoes and making my way over to the table and taking a seat.

'can I get a ride' i said avoiding eye contact.

'are you avoiding eye contact with me' he said as I shake my head still keeping my eye on the coffee.

' i just love coffee' i said as he laughs.

'where to' he asked.

'i have college in like an hour' i said as I finish my coffee and look at him. he goes to another room and comes out with a white shirt and a jacket. he hands me my jacket, I gasp.

'oh thank god, I thought I left it downstairs' i said as I put it on.

we both head downstairs, the bar was closed as it was 8. I wanted to ask him if he worked here since he knew the bartender and he knew about the room upstairs, and since he had a toothbrush and his clothes there.

but I didn't. I didn't want to know anything that's what Isabelle always says, don't ask questions or even exchange numbers, it is one night stand not a Blooming relationship. I smile, he must think I'm crazy, but every time I remember the stupid things she says I wonder how we become best friends, but I love her, she went through hell and back.

I felt his eye on me as we make our way to his car, we both go in, I sat at the front with him.

how does he looked this good at this time, after last night and now this morning, and I look like and smell like I had s*x.

I told him the directions to the college. I hate the traffic, especially times like this, it was awkward that were we already silent and this added more pressure to it.

His phone rings, he picks it up.

he seems angry to who ever he was talking too, completely so angry that I felt invisible to him until he dropped me off without parking anywhere, he kept everyone behind, and as I got off the car, everyone's eyes were on me. I hate him, what an ass.

I put my head down and go through the college gates.

my phone rings as I grab it from my back pocket.

-Isabelle

hey I'm at the canteen, meet me

I make my way to the canteen, thank god she wasn't sitting with anyone else.

'b***h, everyone is talking about you' she said as I take a seat.

I put my bag down.

'what did you do, who was the guy you were with' she said.

'the guy who saved me last night' i said as she gasps.

'it's not a big deal Isabelle, yeah the s*x was amazing but he's a complete ass' i said.

I'm shocked, I knew he wasn't a good guy, but couldn't have pretended until I left. 

' i can't believe it, you did it, you had one-night stand' she said as her hands cover her mouth.

'it's not that deal of big' i said as she gives me the look, I know it was a big deal look.

'sure Cathy, what's his name' she asked.

'i don't know and I don't want to know' i said getting up, as she gets up too.

before I let her speak, I interrupted her 'can we drop it, he's just like Sam, they are all like Sam' i said biting my upper lip to prevent from crying.

No guy ever hurt me the way Sam did, I couldn't eat or sleep because of him, and all it took was one night stand to forget about him after trying months and months to forget about him.

we head to our lesson.

'so did you decide to go to university in America or here' she asked.

'still deciding' i said.

I applied for universities in America too, and I got in on a few of them. but I also got in for Oxford. I'm so confused and don't know what to do.

'okay well, I'm always here but the girls won't go out again not tonight but tomorrow' she said as I shake my head.

'no no no, you can go with them but I'm done' i said opening the door to our lesson, I knew once I open the door she wouldn't talk since the lesson had already begun and we were late.

she lends over to my ear.

'fine, but pick me up' she said.

'okay thank you' i said as we go back to focusing on the lesson.

we both took out our resources.

I still couldn't stop thinking about last night, flashes of the night would appear and disappear.

he was the only thing that had the power to make me forget about Sam and that girl I hated so much.