Lotus’ Pov I was standing on the balcony of my room. It's past midnight, and I am unable to sleep. After returning from Damien’s office, the only thing I did was cry. Why did he do that? Why did he reject me? He always chooses Cersei over me. I never paid any attention to everyday facts. He used to hold her, kiss her, and whatnot. I heard Cersei telling others how much fun she had with Damien. I tolerated everything. I never utter a word. But today, it was extreme for me to take. I fought for his pack. I made sure everyone was safe. Even every pack member acknowledged me as their Luna. But he made it clear today that I am not. He made it clear that our marriage means nothing to him. All those hugs and kisses I received were just part of a play. Obviously, he likes to take different girls