I wake and ease out from Caleb and Nick I hurry to my room and once inside I lock the door. I run to my bathroom and shower till my skin is raw and sore. I dress in loungewear pants and a matching top. I also put on my fluffy robe and crawl in bed. My heart hurts as I think about just being their f**k toy. Soon tears escape as I lay on my bed in depression. Alfred knocks and I call out that I am not feeling well.
More knocks and I say the same thing till they stop. I feel so drained as I lay staring at the wall wishing I would of died when I stabbed myself. I cry myself to sleep only to wake with Caleb and Nick there. I feel uneasy as they sit by me.
"tiny are you feeling better? ",Nick says brushing my hair back.
I sigh and rub my temples.
"no my head hurts and I am really tired",I a
