I pace my room pissed stupid Isabella Sanders. She drives me mad just looking at her. I can't believe I have to live with her a human. She is always so sweet and soft spoken and I hate her for it. I Caleb Monroe have been around for a thousand years and she is one female that makes me want to change.
We found Isabella beaten and unconscious five years ago in an alley. He mother dumped her and fled. Nick scooped her up and brought her home. We nursed her back to health and she became our familiar. Yes she cleans, cooks and pays bills but I hate not being able to do more with her. A knock to my door makes me growl. I yank it open and see a scared Bella standing there.
"what? ",I say harshly making her jump. She looks scared as I yank her in and slam the door. I can feel her shaking.
"Lucas says you have a list of things you need. I am heading out and I stopped by to get it",she says looking down. I sigh.
"yes I have a list",I say going to get it. She stands there as I grab my list and walk back up to her. I hand her my list which she takes with shaky hands.
"are you scared Bella? ",I say backing her into the closed door. She looks up and her hazel eyes hold fear and f*****g tears. She has always been afraid of me. I sniff her neck and she shudders.
"yes Caleb you scare me all the time. Why do you hate me I never did anything to you but your always mean to me, why? "
I growl and she whimpers. Moving back I lock eyes with her and feel drawn in.
"your to f*****g nice and I hate it. You drive me crazy and I hate that to. All I want is to drain you dry and throw you away like your mother did to you",I say knowing that soon tears will come. Backing away she hurries to open the door to flee. I see tears flowing as she runs away. I hate hurting her like that and the guys hate when I do it to.
Fuck I went to far I shouldn't of brought up her mother like that. I go to find her but find Nick and he is pissed.
"you are a fucker Caleb. That girl is nothing but sweet to us and all you do is make her cry. She ran out the house sobbing because of you. Do you enjoy hurting her all the time. If you hate her that much avoid her",he growls.
I know I went to far cause her tears started instantly and she ran like she was running for her life. Nick shoves me before storming off. Hours later Isabella returns and gives us our stuff. She goes to her room and I can hear her crying again. We all go out everynight trying to find a woman to turn and share forever. Isabella would be perfect but she fears me. I listen outside her door as she continues to cry.
Not wanting to seem weak I head to get ready for tonight instead of apologizing to her.