30 days with My Alpha

Leela's POV I have finished my coffee and paid my bills. And walking toward the parking area. 65 days have passed. I have only 45 left to find him. I don't know in which city he lives. But I have to see him before it's too late. So I searched for him in every city where Wolf lived. I hope I meet him before I die. Yes! I am dying! You must be thinking that maybe I have some serious disease. But it is not so. I don't have any serious disease. Then how am I dying? Because there is no one in this world for whom I can live. Therefore I chose my death. I’ll be the reason for my death. So I know when and how I'll die. How will I die? Well, because I tied this watch on my wrist. Or you can say that I am roaming around with my death weapon on my wrist. This watch looks absolutely normal, and it also shows the time. But time shows the moments of my life. Which are decreasing. This watch was filled with green liquid or say mysterious poison. There was a needle in that watch which was inserted inside the main vein of my hand. Which used to inject that poison inside me every day at a certain time set in this watch. It was full at the time I wore it. But now less poison is left in it. It means I have less time. All the poison was slowly mixed in my blood. It keeps hurting a little, but I think I can handle a few more days. The speciality of the poison is that it was slowly destroying my body from the inside. When this liquid completely enters my body, I will die that day. You must be thinking I'm crazy for choosing this death. But I have chosen such a painful death myself. And I have no regrets about this. I am doing all this just so that I can meet HIM once. To see HIM just once. This area is many miles away from my hometown. The weather here is quite different. Sometimes it's sunny and sometimes it rains. I like rain, so I like the environment here. I had booked a room here two days ago. In these two days, I met many friendly werewolves and came to know from them that there was no werewolf matching the description I had given. So now it is time for me to leave this city. He is not here. I have less time. So I want to search for him in as many areas as possible. I put on my helmet and kick-started my bike. This bike I love the most. My step-father bought me this before I left his house forever. After a few seconds of peaceful road trips, my bike needed petrol. So I stopped the bike at a petrol pump nearby. As soon as I filled with petrol, I saw a black car parked two cars ahead. And a smile appeared on my lips seeing a person sitting inside that black car. My eyes fell on a handsome man sitting in the driving seat of that car. It's Him! Seeing him I remembered our first meeting. He hadn't changed at all. A year has passed by now. Memories about him are still roaming in my mind. Because for a second I thought I found someone that I would live the rest of my life with and die in his arms. Just like I had seen him that night in the club. I quickly put on my helmet so that I could keep an eye on him. Because if he saw me he would get angry. He warned me not to show my face to him again. Then I saw a girl sitting in the passenger seat, she was almost wrapped around his arm. And he… he looked happy with her. My heart hurt a lot. I know he is not interested in humans like me, because he is the alpha of the werewolf pack. That night when we met he rejected me as soon as he saw me. But I fell for him the moment I saw him. The man I fell for the first time rejected me at first glance. What a short and sad love story! A short one-sided love story! Does it even count as a love story? At that time I didn't know what "mate" meant. Because I am a human, not a werewolf. When he rejected me, all I felt was heartbreak. He rejected me because I am a human. It feels like an insult to me for being a human. If I was a werewolf like him, he would have accepted me. But… I am a human. And I cannot change that. There is no one in my life who will love me. And there will never be anyone in the future. And right now I am dying. I don't even need love anymore. My life has been full of rejections. First, my family rejected me, saying I was not their daughter. They adopted me from an orphanage because they had no children. But when they had a son they clearly told me that they don't love me. They adopted me so that no one would laugh at their lack of children. When they needed me they gave me a house to live in, food to eat and clothes to wear. And when they no longer needed me they left me to live alone on the streets. Then a kind lady gave me a house to live in. She helped me in my studies. One day, that lady died, and her son threw me out of the house. Once again I became homeless. I still worked at many places and rented apartments. Living a stable life. But one day, I met my birth parents, who were not human beings. They took me to their world, which was my own world of which I was completely unaware. There I met many werewolves, vampires and people of many other hidden species. It was exciting to spend time with them. I learned many things from them. Then I felt that I had found my family. Now I will be happy. But my heart broke again when I heard them say that they brought me to this world so that the rules of their world are not broken. They were never happy when I was born. They kept me in their house under pressure from their leader. Even after knowing everything, I agreed to stay with them. Because even if it was a fake family, I had a mother, a step-father and two brothers. This much happiness was enough for me. But one day I met him in a human nightclub. His name was Alpha Ken Black. The man with whom I fell in love for the first time. I thought that maybe God wanted to give me a man who would love me so that I could find true happiness. But my wish was shattered by Alpha very cruelly. He might never have guessed it how much painful that to me. Alpha Ken also rejected me like others. Alpha Ken went back to his world from the human world that very night. But before leaving me, he forgot some important things that night. And that is the reason why I am searching the world to meet him. I am living here based on the money that I have saved by working. I just want to meet him once so that I can give him his things. But my family was against my going out of their world. Leaving this world means breaking their rules. According to their rules, unmarried (virgin) girls do not leave their house before marriage. Because I am unmarried (virgin) even while living in the human world, I still have to follow their rules. But I did not give up. I went and met the head of this world. And I pleaded with them. The leader of this world was kind and he gave me permission to go, but in return, he tied a poisonous watch on my wrist. Such a watch is worn by everyone who is leaving their world for some work. This watch was there so that if I tried to escape, I would not be able to survive for long because there were two types of poison inside the watch: two small tubes which are connected to the watch and my wrist. This watch was set to only last a hundred days. I had to reach my destination within a hundred days. And 65 days had passed. Now only 45 days are left. This is not the first reason to meet Alpha Kane. Actually, I am very tired of living a life of despair alone. "You're better die. No one wants to be friends with a girl who was thrown out like trash by her birth parents." my adoptive mother told me before kicking me out of the house. And maybe she was right, there was definitely something about me that made no one want to be friends with me. No one wanted to be close to me. Even my birth parents kept their distance from me. So now I have no reason to live. It's my turn to say goodbye to the worlds, but I want to see him one last time before I go. After that, I can rest in peace. I was travelling until 6 am at the most every day to find Alpha Ken. And luckily for me, I saw him today. "Hey… are you asleep?" The sharp horn brings me back to reality. I looked around. There were a lot of people standing behind me because of me. “Sorry-sorry..." I said and looked at the car. The car drove off. I quickly kicked the bike and followed that car. I wanted to find the right place to give him his things. So I kept following them. Maybe they were not in a hurry because the car was moving slowly. This gave me a lot of time to follow his car. They stopped in front of the mall. Two more couples were sitting in the car with them. Seeing Alpha Ken walking in the mall holding the hand of that girl, I wanted to cry but tears were not coming out. Maybe because my tears had dried up long ago. I kept following them; it was not easy to hide from them. I know that wolves have very sharp noses and he can smell my scent. So I applied extra perfume so that he would not smell me. Finally, they left the city and I stopped. I can guess that they are going towards their pack. Werewolves live far away in the forest where there are a lot of wolves which they call pack houses. And I am not ready to go to his pack yet. And they will consider me an intruder and kill me without thinking twice. So I came back to the city from there and found a nice motel and booked a room. I can't go anywhere from here until I meet Alpha Ken and give him his things. I hope that day comes soon and I meet Alpha Ken. Another hope is that he doesn't get angry after seeing me. "Alpha Ken, do you remember me? Or have you also forgotten me like the others?" I looked at his picture taken on my mobile while fighting my tears. I took this picture when he was roaming in the mall. "You must have forgotten me. Never mind, I have not forgotten you." I put the mobile on charging and closed my eyes to sleep. I don't get sleep at night. That's why I sleep for two-three hours in the day. Today I am feeling happy. A peaceful sleep. ******