*Giovani* I held Olivia as she fell apart. We were sitting on the floor of her bedroom, but I didn't want to move. I didn't want to do anything but hold her tightly. I couldn't believe I had almost lost her. She was so precious to me, I didn't know what I would do if something happened to her. Hell, I wanted to cry about the whole ordeal myself, but I couldn't let her see how shaken up I was. I didn't think she'd feel comforted at all if she knew that I was as terrified as she was. “Shhh," I murmured and ran my hand through her hair. She was trembling like a leaf in my arms. For years, I had been forced to confront death as a part of my career choice, and I was comfortable with the idea of dying, but I had never had to consider the death of the person I loved. That was something I wou