Becca By the time I left the doctor's office and made my way back to my apartment, I was too shocked to speak. I was too shocked to f*cking do anything. All the way home, I'd cried. I'd cried for the last thirty minutes I had been sitting on my sofa. I sat contemplating how I was going to tell James I was pregnant with his child. I thought we were over. I thought I was going to move on. I thought about a life with Neal. But no… fate decided to pull out their funny f*cking card and made me get pregnant by a man who wanted nothing to do with me. I had literally become ironic, a sitcom for whatever f*cking gods were up there watching me below them saying, 'Hey, let's pick on this girl because she hasn't already been through enough.' With a sigh, I grabbed my phone, flipping through