**TRIGGER WARNING** abusive/toxic relationship up ahead.
Blake and I ended up having s*x 3 more times that day. Complete emotionless s*x. This is the longest I’ve stayed away, and the worst that I hurt Vincent. Part of me thought that it was okay because he is a rat bastard, but the closer I get to the pack house, the more not okay I felt.
I didn’t even shower after all Blake and I did. I honestly just wanted to get out of there- away from the misery. I found a long button up in the closet in the cabin, so that’s all I had to wear. And I’ve been walking barefoot the whole way, earning little cuts on my feet. I guess subconsciously, I felt like I deserved punishment.
It’s around 1am and I just now got to the pack house. Everything is quiet, not even my footsteps on the stairs
