This chapter comes with trigger warnings! The loss of a child is hard and you will always carry that pain. To the mothers and fathers that have lost a child, please know that you have my prayers. To those with children, LOVE THEM! Never let your expectations of what you think they should be, come in the way of your love for them. Time is the one thing you can never get back or gain. Use every second you have! John I f****d up, I knew I f****d up the moment the words slipped out of my mouth. I could see it in her eyes, the pain at the mention of a child. There is no way to take back the words I said and I nearly fell out of my chair trying to catch up with Jena when she suddenly flies out of her chair and walks to the exit. "Doesn't seem like she wants to marry you. Or have your child for