Jena
Going to the gym was a last minute decision but I am glad I did it. The fact that John is so open and honest about what happened between him and Carina also brought me comfort, but it also made me feel a bit guilty about the fact that I had feelings for her husband. Sure, nothing happened between us, never even touched him, but still. After gym, John follows me home. We decided that we will be spending the night at my place, but there will be no funny business. I want to come clean to him and I think tonight is the night that I should tell him at least something. I won't be able to tell him the worst of it, but it would be nice to start somewhere and at least get some of it off my chest.
We stop in front of my apartment and I quickly get out of my car, John already walking towards
